Intangible Life - A book that contain it own stories...

Chapter 84

2012-03-14T12:12:00.006+08:00

It has been 4months since my last chapter.. A little update of myself..

Studies
我真的很想继续我的学业可是时间就是不容许我读。看着吧。。。我一定会拿到diplomo cert的 ^^

Work
Currently working at Jetstar as Cabin Crew. Nothing much, its just a service line job.. the only different is ground and in the air. So far, so good.. Ive meet many awesome people here. And i love my batch mate..
See? They are very loving people esp Kj, gladys, susu, Jai and kenny. Im not being racist.. we have the bond... its like YES, we are meant to be together.. lol... Love C49 Lots!!
Been flying with Jetstar for 4 months.. been seeing friends here and there... We really like to travel.. just yesterday..i saw patrick the star! LOL...
YEAH!! just 2 more months away for confirmation.. OMG! i cant wait!! but how long can i be in this line? *wonder*
Btw.. i want to share this.. Paywise ok la.. better than my previous job.. fly min of 80hours.. i always hit more than 120 to get additional money... hehe...
A month..given 8days off ( AMUST) then 6-8 AVL meaning standby at home.. if never activate, will consider a given off.. total 16 off day.. LOL!! so many off days.. where to find? WUAHAHA!!!

Family
Been staying at bf's place. Alots of reason for me to stay here actually.
1stly.. i dont have to face my dad
2ndly.. Didi can sleep in my room
3rdly.. i want to be with my love! ^^
Dad is getting older... Mom is getting more n more nagging.. Dage is growing fit and strong.. 2nd year poly.. and didi already a big boy now.. a boy that who he supposed to be. Im so glad that everyone is doing fine..

Auntie just had an operation, she is fine.. and still as pretty ^^

Love
Everything is doing perfectly fine between my boy and me.. A small bicker without quarreling is a good sign.. Plan to have a join account for future use.. He got a job at psa and just nice, jianle is working there too. LOL!!

Friends
Everyone is doing fine i guess..
Sisterhood still as usual... we went batam together last dec. Reena and daniel is 2 different country now.. siping and joseph also.. elene and lovell is having a big war now.... sebast as usual.. no GF!! lol

We will meet up soon.. ^^

Dajie and xiaomei... Dajie still the same.. xiaomei... i donno what happen.. we are having a very big gap now.. its like we only contact if there's a need.

Meifong is having a good time with her love and work!
Janice is single for months... having new friends too...
wanting.. not confident enough.. hope she can grow up to be a pretty and confident girl..
Marcia jie.. marry to a wrong guy really can affect whole life.. hope she is doing good..
Jenny.. operation success but keep bleeding.. may you have a fast recovery!

Dadang!!! end of my summary!

Chapter 83

2011-11-03T16:14:00.003+08:00

没必要的话，谁会借钱？
如果可以选父母，我依然会选择你。妈，我只希望您可以体谅，了解，关心我那么一点点。我搞不懂为什么我们每一次都要为了钱吵架？您~这样会好过吗？难道你忘了，您是我唯一的亲人了吗？没了外婆，表姐和紫璇。难道您没有我想象中那么爱我？

Chapter 82

2011-09-28T00:54:00.004+08:00

我真的应该改变我的生活吗？
Sometimes, I feel that I shouldn't change cox I'm quite happy with my current life. But somehow, something seems to be missing. I'm trying very hard to find out. Been questioning myself~~ what I really want? Frankly speaking, I want to settle down. But I don't think it's the right time and ya, my dearest darling not really yet.(must sincere hoh!!) =]
A license, a home, a family.

I hope I can have a change before I really settle down. It's not easy I know, but I can't stay at sicc til retire right? Been to interview, call up but they offer me 1.6 - 1.8k only. Disappointed. I thought I can get a better job and good pay. Haisssss~~ oh well well~ if that's the case, I rather stay at sicc ^^

Recently I've got nothing to do and happen to browse through travel's webpage. Then~ donno why, I end up at jetstar career. Suddenly I remember there's a SIA recruitment this Saturday. Was thinking~ how how how? I shouldn't go and siasuay myself ba? No confident at all. Or should I just try jetstar? After few mins, I'm done with cabin crew's resume. SENT! I was like, what am I doing? LOL! Oh nevermind.. Already sent. I told my darlin bout sending the resume. Told him how excited I am if I am a stewardess and all. Chat till like nobody's business. He support me. Lol! I say only~ FOC mahx..

Today~~ a phone number who missed call me twice yesterday, call me again today. An unknown number. Who could that be? I'm too bored... I type out the number at google. JETSTAR!? I was like~ how could that be? Am I dreaming? Lol~ I quickly call back. The hr say I'm shortlisted for next Tuesday's interview. WA WA WA~~ I'm nervous~~~
Till now sia.... Already 1.18am lei... Somehow, 80% people support me to change job and be stewardess. I'm happy and research on all regaring jetstar..til my brother back home. He told me all the worse come to worse stuff. Ask me better not. Good pay but think of the risk. Hmm~~ it make sense though. 2years contract. What can I be after 2years!? I'm \a little cofuse now. Darlin outfield,can't contact... friends all support. But~~ I felt that I should rethink. How??

Chapter 81 - We are one step closer

2011-09-06T17:43:00.013+08:00

有什么比幸福更快乐呢？

Im so super duper happy cox im getting more and more CUTER! And im getting more and more into dance! Below are some of the photos during teachers' day performance at siling sec school. =)

Never forget this group of sisters of mine. They are always the best out of the best! We are so buzzi~~ But we meet up once in a bluemoon. And when we meet up, we will never stop talking! HAHAX!! Lotsa laughter!! I love hanging up with them man!! LOVE YOU GALS!!!! ~^^~

Sincerity that counts! I simply love the way they are ^^

And Of cause! Never forget my dearest Darlin. He is the best man ive ever met.

Looking forward:
Getting my business cert!
Darlin back from Brunei.
Darlin's block leave.
BATAM TRIP AGAIN WITH LOVE AND SISTAHOOD!

Chapter 80

2011-08-24T15:23:00.003+08:00

生日快到了.为什么我一点都不期待？

我不要求什么。只希望可以每天快乐。。

Chapter 79

2011-08-17T18:12:00.004+08:00

I look beautiful isnt it? ^^

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't

Im so disappointed. Mom, bf and friends.

当我妈承认我的钱是她偷的时候，我的心好难过~~同时的我也感到很失望。失望是因为她的所作所为。我很希望这不会变成她的习惯。
朋友：一句‘不要’‘不可以’‘没有兴趣’那么难说出口吗?为什么要让我有希望？为什么要等到最后才说出口？说你没有时间？
男朋友：健忘可以原谅。可是~说出就要做得到阿。我对于rws的事很失望。明明说不会去了，也讲好怎样跟你的朋友解释了。为什么还要犹豫？还要来问我?
一句欠他‘人情’，我就给你答案。给你答案了你有怕我生气。他的人情你要这样还，那你说过的话算什么？我的不可以，你有听到吗？我的不可以，你会开心吗？说真的，我没有生气到~我是失望。

这一切~让我感到好难过。我~到底是你们的什么人？
我说的话~ 没有道理吗？还是我说的话~ 你们根本没有放在眼里
如果我当面跟你们说出我的心声，你们会听吗？你们会站在我的立场想吗？我很矛盾~还是什么都不说的好吧~

Chapter 78

2011-08-10T17:14:00.002+08:00

时间过得好快~再多19天就轮到我生日了。日子一天天过。。岁月真是不饶人~天啊~我什么时候才存够钱？几岁才会结婚？什么时候可以退休？我今年24了诶。。啊啊啊啊啊啊~~>.<

Guess what? Im so super super excited Whenever i think of teacher's day performance. Somehow, im worried that we wont do well. But think of the bright side, i know we will do our very best! Omg! i cant wait for year end count down performance man! WUAHAHAHAHAHA~~

Chapter 77

2011-07-21T11:41:00.003+08:00

dadang!好久没有打扮的我照镜子好惊讶。其实~我打扮起来真的很不错诶~哈哈~~

YEAH!我好开心~我拿到A for Marketing ehx! SUPER UNEXPECTED CAN!? LOL!!!我会再次洴的！多２个module而已。讲到这个我就烦！读完这个，我该读什么好呢？

我大铃的努力不会白费的。大铃加油哦！我相信你可以的！ ^^

Chapter 76

2011-07-19T13:03:00.003+08:00

升值应该是喜事吧？为什么我一点感觉也没有？相反的我觉得他们是逼不得已才给我。什么official?4年多了~薪水起不到100。现在升值，起不到150（包括increment)什么跟什么？我好失望。The management is getting from bad to worse man! I will get out of this harmful place soon. Full of political..

Chapter 75

2011-07-14T15:07:00.010+08:00

Im back to reality! starts work,school reopen, dance lesson and yoga. sebas birthday just over. Next will darlin,mine,reena,ping and eve's one. Buzzi year man!! LOL!! Its time to work smart and study hard!! SAVE MONEY FOR MY NEXT DESTINATION!!!!

Spent ard 1.5k for both darlin and my stuff. SHOPPING SPREE!! i love bangkok man!

Mango rice is so superlicious!! Amaze me!!

Fried frog,grasshopper..my little boy is so daring!! proud huh! LOL

Suppose to be 6 of us but yea.. At least we enjoy ourself! ^^

Tioman with a bunch of crazy people! because of them, this trip became damn adventurous! We fall,accident,snoker,jump,drink,sing and dance. seriously it was awesome!

We are the lovely couple ever!

Chapter 74

2011-06-22T12:16:00.002+08:00

I cant wait for this sat and coming to be over!
OMG!! My performance is just less than 36 hours! And my exam is less than a week!Im dead!Seriously i need a motivation!! gogogoGOGO!!!!

oh ya! I Love this post very much.. : 'Be Contented. Yes, there are people who are greater than her. There are people who are more attractive, more intelligent, more caring and more fortunate. That's life - full of temptation. But dont be deceived by those things. Because didnt you ever realize that there are people who are also greater than you? Yet she chose you'

Dont you find this post very meaningful? and its so damn TRUE!

Chapter 73

2011-06-11T17:46:00.004+08:00

People come in and go. The only thing that never go are memories and feeling.

Sleep is a habit and falling asleep is easily impacted by the routines you have set in place. And Yes! My darlin can sleep ANYWHERE & ANYTIME! LOL!!!

annyeonghaseyo!! ^^
Recently Im so so so so SO BUZZI! i have been practicing and practicing for my 25th concert. Im so nervous and excited bout it!! ^^

Headache! DEAD MEAT!Exam is just around the corner and I seems to be having difficulty in this module. I hope i can pass by getting at least a C. *prayhard*

19more days and im FLYING TO BANGKOK! huhux! im so soso SO SO EXCITED!!!!!

lalalalalalala~~ end!

Chapter 72

2011-06-04T15:42:00.003+08:00

I wonder how
I wonder why
Yesterday you told me 'bout the blue blue sky
And all that I can see, and all that I can see, and all that I can see
Is just a yellow lemon-tree

每年一次旅行
努力读书
洴命收钱
对自己的承诺，依然遵守
路痴的我真希望可以走完新加坡的各地

忙碌的生活能让我暂时不想过去。

但我不能控制不去想过去。我需要人的时候，身边总是一个人。

这时候谁都别来安慰拥抱
就让我一个人去痛到
受不了伤到快疯掉
死不了就还好

我可以不勇敢吗？

Chapter 71

2011-05-18T12:30:00.003+08:00

HERE COME ANOTHER TERM!!!!!
Da dang da dang... The world is turning upside down soon!! Today is the day my dance lesson starts after having break for SSSSSSOOOOOOOOOOO LONG! BUT BUT BUT! seriously, i dont like the way he does the arrangement. Totally no head and tail! Haix.. sadded. Oh well~ if today cancel, i bet i wont find him again.NEVER! ^^

Im so gonna miss my babii boy. Wont be seeing him on Monday til Friday i guess. He will be visiting his dearest mozzies.. 4days3night outfield =( hope his old injuries wont attack him again..

BAK KUT TEH! Bf ask to cook bak kut teh for him again. LOL! I simply love to see the way he eat the food that i cook. Lol~~ YUMMY!!

Da dang! Bf got this ear pierce for me. =_=! but he pluck in his ears first.. EERRR~

We've been so buzzi with our daily routine. For him is work work work~ for me is is work study work study. Im going crazy! LOL! Although we seeing each other almost everyday, but we've been very long never take pictures already. Sad case..

Im such a cute and hard working gal who study at bishan library from 12 to 8! hahax.. Bf fetch me after that and we go makan! Study study study..

I can say i have a bunch of crazy friends. They are damn helpful. Especially steven.meilan and clerance. They are awesome people! ^^ I hope everyone can pass with flying colours!

Prawning. $30 for 3 hours. $60 for 3hours. Got 6 PRAWN! What an expensive prawn! LOL
Lousy pond with all the lazzi prawn! sleeping... LOL

人来人往，很庆幸遇见你。 Super love!

Chapter 72

2011-04-29T11:05:00.027+08:00

I have so many things to update!

There's a saying : " There comes a time when you have to choose between turning the page or closing the book. "

Okay..Firstly, i wanted to say I MISS KALI POK!!! This little cutie had left us more than 2 weeks already. We're waiting for it return.. !!

29/04/2011(Friday) This is how i look like today. Hair abit messy but haha who cares!Today going to be a long day for me. Will be meeting classmate later at SMU. FOR?

This!

This

And this! Total of 7 topics to study for examination. Im not stress but abit worries for the last few topic. I cant wait for this exam to end!!

SISTERHOOD GATHERING (=/ sebast cant make it)!!!
We went to eat KFC (suggested by Reena)
Show starts at 7.35pm.
And we makan at 7.20pm?
Hahax~RUSH!!!!
We watch 'Death Bell 2 : Bloody Camp'
We supposed to watch Scream 4 but Causeway point dont have so ya.
Its not a bad movie but not a good movie neither.
Average lo.. ill give like 4/10? Hahax! high expectation huh? oh well~~

I LOVE THIS PIC!!
We are the cutest couple arent we? LOL!
Couple shirt bought at malaysia city square.

It was a rainy tuesday. We were wet!! The sky is so ORANGE!!

This was cook by Daniel Peh. First attempt. It was delicious!! yumyum!

He love to it! nothing can stop him from eating..
He will get angry if he never get to eat.
"a hungry man is an angry man"? LOL

I went for facial at 768.
See the 'fen ci'?
phew!a scary one!!

After the facial,
I went to market and bought some ingredient ^^
BAK KUT TEH!!! Again, My first attempt!
Before this, ive cook many dishes but forget to take pic =(
Ive tried dishes like 'pig leg' ( My bf's fav! ) ^^

This pic was taken on the 21st april.
Out i go to meet the girls at orchard

Da dang!!
We took neo-print!!

I love this!!

Actually, i love all! LOL
*Tiger airline*?

Yes!! We are flying to Bangkok this coming end june till July.
A week stay there!
Tickets been book last year! Kiasu? NO!
Cox its CHEAP!!

NICE VIEW!!!

We gonna stay at this hotel for a week.
Look 'lok kok'?
Its damn cheap can? take a look.

INSIDE LOOK COMFORTABLE RIGHT?Read this :
"Budget Hotel, include Buffet Breakfast, Free Internet PC access(30minute/day), and Free WIFI internet signal. Rooms feature with Safety Deposit Box (Laptop Size), Keycard locks, Air conditioners, Refrigerators, Free movie channels and satellite TV channels, Hot Shower, Bath tub, and modern amenity. Located in the central heart of most attractive landmark, 3.9 km from the Grand Palace, the Temple of the Emerald Buddha, the Temple of the Reclining Buddha,2.5 km from the Golden Mount, 1.6read more km from the largest IT shopping mall, the Pantip Plaza, the MBK, and the Siam Center, 2 km from the Pratunam Platinum (Cloth) Plaza"

Next week dance starts
Gonna buy perfume for mom
Prepare for exam
Mahjong
Ladies Clubbing night
BANGKOK!

Some say : " When you love someone, you'll keep them with you. Unfortunately, there is also a point when you have to step back and say that it's time to let go"

My update will be continue..

Chapter 71

2011-04-16T12:39:00.002+08:00

有人问到：‘人生有多少十？’

光想着这个问题我就头痛。时间真的真的不饶人。。很快的我已过了两个十，二十四了。我还有很多事还没做，还没完成诶。经过大铃的车祸，听了很多人的死亡故事。真实故事。让我有很多感触。 My boyfriend is the sweetest eva.. I love him more each day.. ~^^~

Chapter 70

2011-04-11T17:02:00.005+08:00

原本是要写10-04-2011 和sisterhood一起去malaysia的过程的。可是大铃和他大姐发生车祸所以end up只有照片。当时打电话给我的他让我感觉到他的害怕，他对姐姐的无可奈何和那种无阻的感觉。一接到大铃的电话后，我就冲去准备直接去医院了。我这个大铃说他不严重。我到医院看到他的时候，他坐在轮椅！天啊！！还说不严重？真是欠扁的家伙！可怜的他伤到了双脚和右手，右边的身体。他姐伤到了佐手，佐脚和背后。动手术还住院嘞..你说严重不严重？还好两人都没事。真是的！真搞不懂那个驾车是怎样驾的诶。。这么喜欢亲别人的屁股哦？哎哟！真受不了！

看到他伤成这样，真叫人心疼。。

当我们同在一起。《10-04-2011》

Chapter 6９

2011-03-20T20:52:00.007+08:00

我黑头出来了！！！
讨厌的黑头！！黑头黑头！！UHMM!!

最近没有读书，头脑开始生锈了！哈哈~~ 闷死了啦。。还有考试后有同学们叫我出去。还有大铃off不然阿。。我真的会蘑菇在头上诶~~ 大铃，谢谢你的陪伴哦。只要能和你在一起，在哪里都一样。。能和你在一起每天都是情人节哦！ ~^^~ 你最棒了！

以下是我大铃的 KALI PORK..我觉得它好可爱！！真的好可爱。。后面的轮胎好小！^^帅帅的PorkPork得卖掉因为它给我们太多麻烦了所以呢。。说来说去全新的摩托车还是比较好。兴疼得是ＣＯＥ起到很高。。but没办法啦，有自己的‘脚’始终还是比较好。哈哈哈哈～～

另一方为什么大铃要换的原因也是因为我。他要我舒服才买这两 gilera的。你好好噢！真的谢谢你～ ~^^~

看得出这张照片的重点吗？对了！肚子痛！哈哈哈哈～ =.=''　看了医生，医生说是 gastric discomfort.药都吃完了，到现在还是会痛。早上大铃带我去 clinic but 大多数的都关了。我看啊，明天如果么有去看的话一定会被念的咯！放心呐～会去的。　 ^^

YOHOOOO!!!! 后天开学咯！！

Chapter 68

2011-03-07T14:13:00.011+08:00

算了~ 老娘我不跟你们计较。Hm!哈哈哈~~

好不容易可以和大铃再次去看戏。I AM NUMBER FOUR!

Burlesque is AWESOME!!! Watch it through Funshion ^^

127 hours story line is so straight forward. But.. some parts,i dont really dare to watch. EEEEEEEEeeeeeee

Guess what's my little babii boy doing? ~^^~

Da dang!! 相思豆！He is the sweetest guy ive ever met! And im so damn glad that he's mine! LOL~~ He went Fort Canning to collect all these doudou. Poor him kena stick by mosquetoes.. ALL OVER HIS LEG AND HAND! He has been scratching here and there. And he wash one by one, clean one by one at a time. haiyo!! 我哪里可能不爱你多一点？真是的。。=')

He form this for me to take pic.. So clean now! ^^

＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝
我：相思豆？

大铃：不喜欢哦？

我：哎哟～没节日干吗送我东西？

大铃：没有节日就不可以送哦？

我：可以可以～谁说不可以的？来！跟我说。。^^

＊大铃抓痒＊

我：天啊！傻的干吗为了捡这个弄到全身是伤阿？

大铃：没办法，只有那里有嘛。

大铃：而且。。因为是宝贝阿。为了你，我什么都愿意。。=')

我：＊感动＊你这个笨蛋。人家心疼呐！

＊抱抱＊

＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝
你是这么的爱我，我哪里可能为了其他人离开你？傻的。。=')

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多两天就考试了诶！！天啊天啊！！！！！！！！！！！根本都不能集中精神！怎么办？怎么办？　='(

Chapter 67

2011-02-28T21:31:00.004+08:00

Damn it... my parents didnt ask for my consent then put a bed in my room. I was shock siol... Sadded.. what am i to them??

Chapter 66

2011-02-17T11:40:00.004+08:00

新年就完了!!!!

最近的生活，你们过得还好吗？

我发现周围的朋友合合离离~结婚的结婚，注册的注册。。时间真的不等人。一转眼，我今年就快24了。其实我没什么管年龄啦只是想还没30之前要有屋子，车子和温暖的家庭。一直在想 “伴我终生的人会是谁”

我的最爱做的卡片给我，煮了东西给我吃。。他，不管怎样。。都会找机会打给我。。不管怎样都会找机会出来。。fight all the way to get off/leave early just to see me.. Even a short while..这么好的男友，怎能不爱他多一点呢？~^^~

大铃，谢谢你为我做的一切。。爱你哦！ ^^

Chapter 65

2011-02-06T18:27:00.000+08:00

Im damn pissed off just now!

我老爸问我可以sponsor一点买电视机吗使我好气哦。。什么都要我sponsor一点。好讨厌哦！！我问他为什么什么都要我sponsor一点了？他说他不够钱。walao!不够钱就不要买咯！真是的！
他还说如果买新的电视机，current tv就放我的房间。那个根本都是我房间的好不好？受不了！我angry到~~~~还有还有~我问他要我给多少？他就说随便我。我气着说不可能我给50的吗。我给少，你会说少拿你说啦多少?他就叫我微笑，不要生气。不要给的话不用紧。wa!!!!更气！！！

=_='' 最后还是给了200..

Chapter 64

2011-01-31T16:38:00.002+08:00

Finally i have a chat with my parents.. I need alot of courage to voice this out. I shut my eyes and ask do you have anything to ask me? But they ask me instead. Everything starts here. Our conversation is clean n clear. This chat helps alot. I hope i can live happily in future. With no worries.. Thanks Dad n Mum for being understanding at this moment of my life..

Chapter 63

2011-01-29T12:07:00.003+08:00

Tick tock tick tock.. A brand new year, a brand new life indeed. Life is so unpredictable..

恭喜那些打算两年结婚结婚的亲戚朋友们。祝你们新婚快乐，子孙满堂。。真的为你们高兴 ^^

Attending Business course since 18/1. 读课程没有我们想象中的那么简单，那么容易耶。踏进一个地不熟的地方和一般没看过的面孔一起读书的感觉真的很不自在。Discussion, project.. CPR Course.. How am i going to communicate with them when they have difficulty in speaking and writting english? OMG!! But they are pretty fun to talk to.. I dont want to write more about this cox i can sense something. LOL!!

ＷＡＫＡＯ！买马票都没有那么准！我买　２３９８，　它开２６９８不然就２３８９。。还有一些真的是买马票都没有那么准准准咯！ｈｍｍｍ～

: Darlin! I love you ohx!! you are the sweetest!!! thanks for making tonic soup ya! ~^^~

Chapter 62

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想珍惜和你在一起的每一天

熟悉的面孔。。那张11个月一直都在面对着的面孔。感觉一天比一天深。我~很庆幸认识你，很庆幸你是我的选择更庆幸我们有今天。我也相信如果我们保持这样，我们一定有将来。对不起哦~一直说‘No’你啊~~ 问的时候，时间都是wrong wroNg WRONG!!哈哈哈哈~哎哟~等你21岁了。等你有能力了。等我们真正的稳定了，确定彼此了。自然而然宝贝就会答应了阿 ^^

*coughcough*HAPPY MONTHSARY 哦大铃！宝贝爱你爱你哦！！ＭＵＵＡＣＣＣＣＣＣＫＫＫＫ！！！　^^

*很抱歉我没回你们的简讯。我～觉得有时候不要联络还是最好的选择。免得误会*做人，开心就好　^^ *

Chapter 61

2011-01-06T16:34:00.002+08:00

周围的人一直在说我朋友太多，多到忽略了哪些关心我的人。我的问题是，：“请问你有关心过我吗？”

YEAH!拜一和下个礼拜天，大铃和我要去SHOPPING了!! ^^

Chapter 60

2011-01-01T18:33:00.002+08:00

Complicated Feeling. Thought it gonna be good year but 1st day of the year, i lost my voice. Sometimes, I find myself damn ridiculous. YES..What a demanding gal i am. I am a bad gal. Tears drop.. Its time for me reflect back i guess.

I am feeling so unwell now. What a way to welcome 2011..

Chapter 59

2010-12-24T14:48:00.003+08:00

Merry Christmas To All My Dearest Friends!! ^^

你们最近过得好吗？我过得超棒诶！我的最爱，不断的围绕在我身边。不断的陪伴着我。真的很感谢老天。~^^~

18,19,20 December
大铃和我去Batam玩了2天。两天就这样过了。为什么美好的时光始终过得快？讨厌死了。。>.我的大铃阿，吃喝玩乐到不想回来这里诶。真是的。。宝贝以后还是会带你去的啦！哈哈~~

20，21 December
没事做，在家里和大铃NUA也不错。^^

22 December
大铃带我去 ochard 走走。碰圣诞树。。 Ochard,好漂亮哦。原本要坐Hippo ride 的，but 没有票了。＝＜　BUTBUTBUT!!~~ Its ok, cox... as long as im with you.. ~^^~

23 December

ZOO!!NIGHT SAFARI with Love and Love's Cousin n gf.. Been to the zoo twice with love. Hmm~~night safari is not recommended! The tram journey is too short. Animal too limited. Walking can be fun i guess but it look danger to walk cox, ANIMALS ARE EVERYWHERE! Dark night, you will never know~~who is behind you.. *evil laugh* LMAO!

24 December

Christmas eve. Yea.. Yet im working.. Seriously, sian TTM~ Nevermind! My love, friends and i will be going to Azzucar! Countdown Christmas! OMG! have been ages since i count down this occasion man! Thanks to darlin ya.. ^^

Okokok~~ Enough of Darlin here and there.. But~ ｂｏ　ｂｉａｎ　ｌｅｉ．． my life is all surrounded by my darlin only. LOL~ Wherever i go.. he will follow. Wherever he goes, he want me to be around. He is so damn sweet. Months ago, he proposed.Week ago, he proposed. Few days ago, he proposed again. Yesterday, again again and again.. 数不清了啦！！哈哈哈～Sorry darlin... I believe you can do better than that.加油哦！^^

And And And... I GOT MY 3 COUPLES T!!!! So total we got 5! Black,white,yellow.
Purple,pink,blue,green,orange, grey on the way!Huhux.... ^^

＊是你的，就是你的。＊

Chapter 58

2010-12-13T21:59:00.002+08:00

你是否和我一样期待着14号的到来？是否和我一样期待着我们的一周年？*喊着* “我好期待哦！！！” Happy 10th Monthsary Darlin！Ｙou are awesome! You never failed to say "I love you". I know you mean it. Cox i love you too. You always find thousands of way to ease my fear, always find thousands of reason just to see me, even just to hear my voice. You are so sweet.. Thank you for being with me for this 10th months. And thanks for being there for me when i need an ear to listen to my nonsense or even my 'dont make sense' conversation.

2 hours to our monthsary
5days to batam
10days to Zoo & Night Safari
12days to christmas
18days to New year
63days to Our Anniversary

Im glad i found you baby.　宝贝爱你哦！　^^

Chapter 57

2010-12-09T16:11:00.002+08:00

Omg! Im so damn stress can!? Everything seems to be so blur. I can't figure out which is black and which is white. Im totally lost in this stupid world of mine. I begins hate this realistic world. Why must there be a thing call 'money'?讲钱真的伤感情！！我不想过活在这么现实的世界！朋友可以不用做，但有血连关系呢？有办法切断吗？

最近跟妈有一些摩擦。想起当天的事，我就一肚子火。哪有妈跟女儿说“你不用担心我以后会依赖你。靠你啊？联想都不用想。你快点嫁出去的好。”这句话，是多么的伤人啊。我应该这样的被对待吗？真是现在福中不知福。我~会在次尝试跟你们沟通，商量。如果结果还是一样，我就认命。请别怪我不孝。。
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If only you know.. I am trying damn hard..

Chapter 56

2010-12-01T23:23:00.002+08:00

When the clock strike 12, you will be 25 this year. Happy Birthday My Dearest Cousin. 亲爱的你，一年又过了。你已离开人间4年2个月了。一样的，会祈祷先才睡。你是否和外公外婆姨妈在一起？

你在天上可要守护着人间你最疼爱的表妹我哦。。嘿嘿～表姐！生日快了哦！！

Chapter 55

2010-11-22T17:48:00.003+08:00

你！听见我的心跳声吗？

Saw this at one of my fren's profile : "Life is so strange... When u don't have the time, u have lots of things to do.... Now when i have the time, I have nothing much to do."
This is so damn true can? Actually life is not that buzzi afterall isnt it? We, ourselves who makes thing look buzzi and complication. Human Being!! *Pengsan!!* LOL~

一眨眼2010年就这样要过了。想起来时间过的真的很快。想想~我今年做了些什么。Night Parties, Celebration of birthdays, Dance, Attending meeting, D&D, Work, Hanging out with frens, Holidays, Going through all ups and downs, dating with love ones.. 2010的日子就这样过了。有意义吗？Hmm~该说，凭良心过着日子就好了。^^ 2010年，老天给我最好的礼物就是遇见了你。 ~^^~ *Loves*

Chapter 54

2010-11-09T14:37:00.005+08:00

Somehow, something seems to be missing. I wonder what it is.

我好想存钱去各地的小岛哦。。

就如：Indonesia geteway,places like Bintan & Bali.

Thailand geteway, phuket & ching mai.

Malaysia, Tioman & Langkawi.

I want to experience it all can?

各地小吃，有趣事。好期待哦~ *Excited*

Well~ ive been to Malaysia, Redang & Genting Highland with darling.

It was awesome!

"一个人独自旅行的感觉会是怎样？"hmm~我好想环游世界诶。。But 首先，收钱！！=D

是的！我跌到。。哈哈~~大铃！谢谢你帮我揉！现在完全好了！你最棒！爱你哦！！

再多十天，就能在你怀里了。大铃，我想你。。

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" Third parties were not really the reason why so many relationships are ruined. It's always between the two of you; you and your partner. If he decides to be seduced, then let him be. But always think about this: if your partner really loves you, he'll care if he cares. He won't hurt you if he doesn't want you to be hurt. No matter how beautiful the ladies passing in front of him, they'll never catch his eyes because he'll be busy looking at you. Only you "

I saw above quote on May's blog. Its so true can?!^^

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Chapter 53

2010-11-08T01:04:00.002+08:00

Copy Paste from a frenx..

I find this interesting and kinda true ^^

The 10 commandments

# 1
Marriages are made in heaven
But then again, so is thunder and lightning.

# 2
If you want your wife to listen and pay strict attention to every word you
say, ….. Talk in your sleep.

# 3
Marriage is grand - and divorce is at least a 100 grand!

# 4
Married life is very frustrating.
In the first year of marriage, the man speaks and the woman listens.
In the second year, the woman speaks and the man listens.
In the third year, they both speak and the neighbors listen.

# 5
When a man opens the door of his car for his wife, you can be sure of one
thing:
Either the car is new or the wife is.

# 6
Marriage is when a man and woman become as one;
The trouble starts when they try to decide which one.

# 7
Before marriage, a man will lie awake all night thinking about something you
said.
After marriage, he will fall asleep before you finish.

# 8
Every man wants a wife who is beautiful, understanding, economical, and a good
cook.
But the law allows only one wife.

# 9
Marriage and love are purely a matter of chemistry.
That is why one treats the other like toxic waste.

# 10
A man is incomplete until he is married. After that, he is finished.

Chapter 52

2010-11-03T12:41:00.016+08:00

The St James Pte Ltd / Miss Gracious International “Miss Gracious International Beauty Pageant” Partnership
世界上没有免费的午餐 - Everything Is Foc

The Reason I join is to have some Fun

& gain the experience

Well~ 我本人不喜欢半途而废,

So i will do my best t the end

Im kinda disappointed with the arrangement though

Basic to starts a company : you muz be well-prepared

话不多说。。
*Btw, photos are snap by my camera*wink*

*Wonder Why? *GossipGossip*I heard The organizer sack the photographer due to some personal matter.Gosh!!!Which mean no more photographer?Hmm~*

*Well~~I had fun with the galx ^^!*

以下是我在 St.James所拍的 Local singaporean (modern wear)

DO i look like one of the staff there? ^^

Smoking Area

St.James Advertisment.. Lols

This is a candid snap by Lydia.. Nice!! ^^

I dont find this background nice at all

Too dark....

“People fall in love not knowing why or how. It’s a very special feeling that it doesn’t require any answer. You just love no matter how stupid you become. But no regrets.”

不管怎样，　你就是我的最爱～～

Chapter 51

2010-10-29T13:41:00.005+08:00

（头发长了！！^^）

喜怒哀乐

“因为人，是有感情的。有一句话是这么说的：

如果世上没有黑暗，我们也就感觉不到光明。

有喜，就有悲，有哀，就有乐。

世界上所有的事物都是有正面和反面的。

试想一下，如果你天天都很欢喜，重来没有悲伤的经验，那你觉得你会感觉到你的快乐吗？

你会对自己说：我今天很高兴，我感谢这一天吗？

不会，因为你不知道，你每天都是这样度过的。。。

就如同爱一样，如果想爱谁就能爱谁的话，那爱也不会那么珍贵了。

人有喜怒哀乐，是为了珍惜。。。 ”

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对不起~~ 我没有你想象中那么好。。

Chapter 50 我回来咯！！！

2010-10-25T13:43:00.003+08:00

The Reason Is You 之 *Honey月亮 Trip* 2

这是大铃和我的第二次Honey月亮 。能跟你最爱的人出国的感觉，真的好棒哦！^^每天见面的我们都嫌时间不够了更何况4天3夜。时间真的好快。。多么希望当我们在一起时，时间可以暂停。。哈哈~~大铃！有你真的好好噢！什么都好，你都会把我放在第一位。请你放一百颗心，因为只要你像现在这样一直对我好，我~韩丽云，是不会离开你的。你对我这么好，我哪有可能会去找别人阿？傻瓜！^^

Sad to say that我的大铃这拜三起得去tekong。做Instructor for六个月。哎哟~ Brunei-没见面2个礼拜,US-没见面34天。现在听他说前3个礼拜不能出来。天啊！该怎么办?hmm~~最终还是笑了笑就说了我会等他回来。。哈哈哈~~6个月后，我们就在一起一年多了喔。好开心 ^^

*Next destination ~ Thailand & either Tioman,Langkawi,Bintan or Sunway lagoon! ^0^(V)*

*只要有你，每天都是情人节*

Chapter 49

2010-10-20T11:53:00.003+08:00

Yeah! I got a feelin..Woo hoo~

That tonight gonna be a good night

That tonight gonna be a good good night ^^

It was like..

FINALLY!!

34天终于过了！！

我兴奋得不得了！哈哈~

昨晚2点多睡着

今天5多就在床上翻来覆去

滚来滚去

直到8点才舍得起来冲凉

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈

我好期待晚上的到来

迫不及待！ *wink*

我今天晚上到礼拜一应该都不会updates吧

今晚和好友要去接大铃

明天一早就和大铃去云顶玩到礼拜天才回来

礼拜一我有Ｄ＆Ｄ

＊应该不会喝醉啦。。嘿嘿嘿＊

明天会更好哦！　^^

OMG~I LOVE MY BLOG!!!

Chapter 48

2010-10-18T18:22:00.010+08:00

A Picture Speaks A Thousand Words.

Monochrome - 我本身最喜欢的就是这张了 ^^

Racial Harmony Theme - Cheongsam - 我觉得这张照片拍得我好甜哦 ^^

Racial Harmony Theme - Indian Saree - ZOOM IN!! But its nice!! ^^

Racial Harmony Theme - Malay Baju Kurung -　One Shot, One Kill (Not bad huh?)^^

亲爱的你，

经过这个Photoshoot，我学了新东西。蛮好玩的^^　化妆会使一个人变得成熟，可是没化妆又不行。哈哈～女人，真麻烦！　Anw~ Now everything is done. There will be another photoshoot on nov. UK style.. Further down, there will be having a live show going on. Im so excited!!!!!!! =D

Yeah! Just 2more days and i will be in my darling's arms again.. Cant wait for Genting Trip! ^^

＊Trust is the key＊

Chapter 47

2010-10-16T19:07:00.014+08:00

No wonder ive no appetite to eat!!Gosh..It was like wth? How could it be twice a month, again?Lols~yea 欢迎大姨妈！ ^^ 快来快走ok?? ^^

每一次跟Sisterhood在一起，不管在哪里都好像会玩到很疯耶！哈哈~昨夜和他们去看半夜场电影，Rainie Yang扮演的，‘童眼’。想起就想笑！哈哈哈哈~~

不想说太多有关photoshoot因为要给你们惊喜！^^　我只可以说 It was FUN! =D

哈哈哈~~ more to come.... stay tune! ^^

＝－＝－＝－＝－＝－＝－＝－＝－＝－＝－＝＝－＝－＝－＝－＝－＝－
刚才看到你的照片，不知道为什么～从你眼神，你的一切～告诉我你长大了。哈哈哈哈哈～～

再多四天。。。加油哦 ^^

* Love is beautiful *

Chapter 46

2010-10-14T18:11:00.006+08:00

Wow~真没想到我居然会睡着去！看来医生给的药，好像很有效哦！ ^^BINGO!!我放病假！在家里休息。。对了昨夜我和wanting去看了， go eat pray这部电影。还蛮不错的！你们可以考虑去看看。。

大铃刚才打给我哎！！哈哈~聊了蛮多的。。说了色狼的事， photoshoot还有一些小秘密 ^^

再多几天大铃就回来了！我好高兴哦！！！

Happy MOnthsary Darlin!! See how time flies...Just a few more days away nd i will be in your arms again! pls dont be silly... I will be waiting... no matter what...

*突然想起好多过去事=/*

Chapter 45

2010-10-13T12:28:00.008+08:00

[抱一抱]M-Girls ~~~ ^^

一场电影的时间将距离拉近一点
我不及转念忐忑之间
说不出拒绝

人潮汹涌的画面我们怯懦着向前
你牵手的温度暖得很安全
一挣开我就孤立无援

我像来到童话世界在糖果屋里撒野
王子不需要殷勤恳切就可以拥有一切

抱一抱要让你知道承诺今天开始生效
让爱在人群中燃烧芬芳幸福的味道

抱一抱要向世界宣告我陪你到天涯海角
站在七夕的喜鹊桥风雨中陪你熬
有你就好

一朵花开的时间将距离拉近一点
当牵手的温度暖得很安全
谁放开谁就孤立无援

我想来到童话世界在看过无里沙叶
王子不需要一起跟前就可以拥有一切
抱一抱要让你知道
承诺今天开始生效让爱在人群中先认少
分放幸福的味道
抱一抱要向世界宣告我陪你到天涯角

站在气息的气缺墙风雨中陪你熬有你就好
抱一抱要让你知道承诺今天开始生效让爱在人群中人少分放幸福的味道
抱一抱要向世界这宣告我陪你到天涯海角在气息喜鹊桥风雨中陪你熬.有你就好

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今天一早去fb就吓了一大跳！我的大铃平安无事的回到us 的兵营了.which mean?我的大铃快要回来了！！大铃说：‘不管啦！只要我有能力的一天，我就要娶你’你啊~ 少做白日梦了啦。我都没说要嫁给你诶！哈哈哈哈~~

下班后的我会跟wanting去买东西，去看电影。都不知道看什么戏诶！她只说：'i dont care!' 哈哈哈哈~欠揍的家伙！没大没小！！ lols!!明天。。我该做什么呢？去大铃家看啊婆？还是下个礼拜？明天明天明天，我看大多数都会去医院看奶妈吧。看了后就回家休息。最近不知道这么搞的，一直失眠。睡了又醒，醒了又睡的。搞得自己好累哦~~在想该不该去看医生拿安眠药？hmmmm~~

:小心轻放我心一碰就碎伴我终老的人会是谁？

Chapter 44

2010-10-12T14:24:00.003+08:00

再多一个礼拜，我的最爱就回来了。我好期待哦！！^^

听过 Miss Gracious International 吗？我即将是他们其中一位参赛者哦。说来话长~Mr.Ang 是这活动的制作人。他add我在MSN,Which shocked me.跟他聊了好几天。他要我考虑参加~我犹豫了很久，终于昨天做了选择。REENA YEO!你可要好好照顾我哦！不懂的事，请多多包含。。哈哈哈~~ 参加玩玩吧，说不定梦想会实现也说不定。如果正式比赛，你们可要多多支持哦！ ^^

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Chapter 43

2010-10-09T12:43:00.004+08:00

人常说：“ Nothing is impossible, if its impossible then you gotta make it possible. " &‘ 不管天长地久，只在乎曾经拥有’ How true?

心理的疑问，有谁能帮我解答？

为什么人间有爱？如果没有‘爱’，不就不会有‘情’了吗？没有了爱情，就不会伤心，不会痛苦，不是吗？可是，如果人间没有了‘爱情’又有何意义呢？真伤脑精诶。。

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嘀嗒嘀嗒~时间一分一秒的走。。很快的，我的大铃要回来了！此刻的心情是如此的兴奋啊！大铃，你可知道没有你在身边的日子多难奥。。你不在的这期间，发生好多事。。好期待你回来！我会在机场等你哦！ ^^

:让爱在人群中燃烧芬芳幸福的味道

Chapter 42

2010-09-01T17:22:00.003+08:00

Love that can heal scatted scar and old injuries.

It doesnt matter what you've done before in the past. Most important is present and our future. The truth always a heartache. Curiosity can kill a relationship! After knowing, then we realized the more we know, the less we want to know. Maybe, that's life its all about. Gotta find a way to smash it hard!

HOW? That depend on how you want to prove you are different from the past. Which ive seen through your eyes. The only thing now is to wait for the time to come.. ^^

我又过了一岁了喔~~23岁了！！！该高兴吗？哈哈哈~~怎样都好。主要是跟谁过。^^大铃带我去ＵＮＩＶＥＲＳＡＬ　ＳＴＵＤＩＯ　玩唉！！！ Its damn expensive okay.. $72 each lei! OMG~~ Anw~~ THANK YOU DARLIN!! *loves*

Birthday Surprise from darlin! LOLS!! so sweet of you appear with flower! *loves*

A birthday present from darlin!! Unexpected!!!

As long as we are together, it doesnt matter where we are.. Anw~~ Thanks again ya!! Love ya!!! ^^

Chapter 41

2010-08-27T16:04:00.003+08:00

Things will happen in your life that you can't stop, but there s no reason to shut out the world. There's a purpose for the good and for the bad actually. Learn from it. Never ever let the past influence you. Live you life to the fullest and cherish what you have is more important than anything else...The past, let it pass. What kind of person you are, I can feel n see it with my own eyes.. 人在做，天在看。Jiayous in your life ^^

It's not where you're from; it's where you're going. It's not what you drive; it's what drives you. It's not what's on you; it's what's in you. It's not what you think; it's what you know .

I believe in you my dearest darlin... 若你想讲，我就愿意听。。爱你哦！！

Chapter 40

2010-08-11T16:58:00.003+08:00

Happy 23rd Birthday to my dearest DAJIE!!!!! ^^

-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-
Hey People!
I want to share this with you..

Headache : Fish (Protein)
Eat Lots of Fish as fish oil helps to prevent headache.
So does ginger which reduce inflammation and pain.

Upset Stomach : Bananas, Ginger
Bananas will settle an upset stomach. Ginger cures morning sickness and nausea.

Bones Problems : Pineapple
Bones fractures can be prevented by the manganese in pineapple.

Memory Problems : Oysters
Oysters help increase your mental functioning by supplying much needed zinc.

Cough : Red Pepper
A Substance similar to that found in cough syrup is found in hot red pepper.

Ulcers : Babbage
Cabbage contains chemical that help heal both type of ulcers.

Diarrea : Apples
Create an apple with its skin. Let it turn brown and eat it to this condition.

=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-
Mission on 09/08/2010 = Success.
The 4 surprises : Success.

Next will be the monthsary .. <3

Chapter 39

2010-08-04T15:29:00.003+08:00

只想说 .. 有你真好 ..

大铃!! 希望今年可以带给你一生难忘的生日Party.希望你会喜欢因为我花了很多心思在里头.^^人常说 "做人要懂得知足".. Im really happy with my life now.. Love my life....With you in it..Lets enjoy this sunday ya! Huhux.. Cant wait!

Chapter 38

2010-07-30T12:46:00.003+08:00

Dearest you...

17th July
凌晨,大铃到达新加坡..遇到他后就去了cck, 跟 Jo, Zh & 大铃吃宵夜.早上7点到
家.睡几个钟头后就去工作了.

19th July
看Predator,吃东西..就这样跟大铃过了一天. ^^

22nd July
在 KL 过了一个晚上.

23rd - 26th July
这几天都在redang岛过着轻松有自在的生活.真是享受啊!! 大铃!!如果有机会, 我们再去okay?期待11月的Genting哦!! ^^
接下来的日子..有得忙了!!!
6th - 回去中学庆祝国庆日.工作,然后回家, 大哥的生日.
7th - 大多数是去 club.
8th - 我 on leave 因为~~大铃和我要去沙滩!还有 BBQ!!!!CAMPING AT EAST COAST??
9th - 大铃 BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!
11th - 大姐生日!
14th- 我和大铃 monthsary!! >3 >
21st - company 有 tournaments.
28th - 干妈生日! & alumni gathering!!
29th - 我的生日!! but 没有庆祝! ^^

August 就这样过了..Sept, 大铃要去 US. for 1 month..

Chapter 37

2010-07-17T01:34:00.002+08:00

亲爱的你，

很久没有来了喔~~
最近的我都在忙着做东西。。眼睛快要掉出来了！！

今天是第15天没有跟大铃见面了。。我不知道要写什么因为我全部都写在我的书上了。

我来这里只想说‘大铃！我好想你！！’我会去机场等你的^^

好期待我和大铃的redang浪漫旅行哎！！！

i will update again..

goodnight..

Chapter 36

2010-06-17T12:06:00.003+08:00

13/06/2010
Marcia姐结婚了!
26岁的干姐,终于结婚了!Clement Tham,我的姐夫!!...我姐很漂亮哦!他们去redang
island拍婚纱照唉!超正的好不好!^^
晚上的婚礼虽然有点慌忙,有一点点乱..but 算举行的顺利啦.会乱是因为桌子的关
系.家庭太大..中共有46桌唉!忙到~手忙脚乱!早上的就好玩了!!早上5.30起床.7.00am到
姐的家.姐在化妆..我们姐妹在准备酸甜苦辣的饮料给兄弟们喝!哈哈哈 ~ 酸 : apple
vinegar.甜 : Honey. 苦 :苦瓜 + Guinness. 辣 : wasabe + chillie padi + pepper.
不会很坏啦..原本还要他们做很多东西的but有吉祥物一直催我们时间要到了..blablabla~~玩
不够!哈哈哈~晚上他们说他们照顾厕所一段时间唉!哈哈哈!ok啦..一生中一次!在这场婚礼..交
了几个朋友..也和我多年的朋友,alicia见面.哈哈哈!一切顺利!!
愿你幸福哦!新婚快乐! ^^

14/06/2010
因为累过头的原因使我整天都感到不舒服..头痛!but还好我没有工作..在家里休息 ..NUA!

15/06/2010
谢谢慧真姐从印尼寄给我我的最爱saogomee来新加坡.虽然很麻烦,得去到jurong拿..but是值得的啦!大铃!!你有口福了哦!!^^

16/06/2010
跟大姐小妹去了amk的popeyes吃晚餐.有5个月多没有我们3个这样出来吃了..感觉好好哦 ^^ 回家的路途上..看到有一间店在卖 12.2m.p[8g] 的digital cam only 178唉!便宜到!!!大姐和小妹都说值得买..but我想到大铃要买那种有大眼睛的..就停了一下..问了那个大眼睛的价钱..还好唉..不是很贵..599..hmm~同时,我看到了一个...好喜欢那个 399..大姐在用的.大姐的男朋友买得时候400++...大姐又说..便宜便宜..手痒唉!!!KIM!!忍!!不可以这样花钱!!!!忍!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

17/06/2010
好期待晚上的到来..第一次4天没有跟大铃见面唉.感觉~怪怪的but有什么办法呢?他
的工作就是这样..下个月还得去brunei 2个礼拜耶!天啊~哈哈~ok啦..大铃!我等你回来 ^^

来临的 18/06/2010
做早班..放工后打球...然后meet大铃!!!

来临的19/06/2010
大铃 on duty.我做晚班..回家时就12.30am了...睡觉!

来临的20/06/2010
12-8..meetin darlin..
没有好看的电影..所以呢..我们会在哪里呢?不知懂! ^^

Chapter 35

2010-06-06T13:38:00.002+08:00

06062010

HAPPY SISTERHOOD ANNIVERSARY!!!!

这几天都没在忙什么..就只是..工作,放工..meet男朋友,吃饭,聊天..送我回家,他回兵营..
工作...放工..meet男朋友,吃饭,聊天..送我回家,他回兵营..直到周末我们才有机会真真的出去吃喝玩乐..昨天跟男朋友去看prince of persia.原本还以为不这么好看唉..看了后..还满不错的一部电影哦 ^^

3/06/2010 & 4/06/2010
早上和男朋友去吃早餐..然后就去nua了一下下...时间到,就去公司...在路上..不知为什么...肚子开始觉得不舒服.还以为只是普通的疼痛而已...结果~~看医生..拿药方回家就睡了..睡到另一天...在家看转角遇到爱.终于看完了!!!!晚上男朋友聊天.让他看看他的宝贝女友怎样了..我这个男朋友着急到~~~哈哈哈~~对不起哦...让你担心了..

现在的我好多了but还在吃药...吃了药..好困哦...多么希望可以睡觉!!! >.<

Ｃｈａｐｔｅｒ３４

2010-05-25T17:23:00.006+08:00

ＨＥｙｌｏ！！“今天的我。。等待着晚上的到来”

亲爱的你。。

好想介绍‘他’给你认识。。
名：ＤａｎｉｅｌＰｅｈ　白展华
Ｄ。Ｏ。Ｂ　：　０９０８１９９０

对～他比我小三岁。。很惊讶？很奇怪？其实不会啦～只要他明白我心，心疼，了解，爱护我就足够了。。不要求什么。。只希望可以过着快乐的日子。。　︿︿

亲爱的你。。

工作，ｍｅｅｔ　ｄａｒｌｉｎ，ｍｅｅｔ　小妹，ｍｅｅｔ　ｂａｂｙ，　ｍｅｅｔ　ｊｉｅ，去ｂａｔａｍ，去玩，好像把自己搞得很忙。说了几个月的要去做ｐａｒｔｔｉｍｅ　ｂｕｔ都好像没去找。。懒惰。。也很累。。。最近跟老妈聊了很多。。很高兴老妈好像开始了解我在做什么了，很高兴她了解我的处境。前几次跟ｄａｒｌｉｎ因为烟瘾而不开心，也影响了我的心情。。Ｈｍｍ～很忧郁该怎么办。烟瘾。。。真的有能够／能力破坏感情吗？？
Ｂｕｔ～不管怎样。。我还是很开心。。很感动。。因为～～始终～～他为了我尽量的把烟给戒了。。Ｄａｒｌｉｎ。。加油哦！！　＝）

突然觉得这首歌很有意思。。

失去和拥有刹那的感动
人生有时候像一场梦
醒着的时候睁开了双眸
不如意的很多
朋友和情人来的来走的走
反反复复寻寻觅觅为了什么
要多少时间才能够了解
其实有你就足够
握着你的手走过快乐和难过
黑夜白昼我们都曾经拥有
人生是没有定律的一种节奏不如用心去感受
快乐的一刻胜过永恒的难过黑夜过后就有日出和日落两个人走不会寂寞每一刻都会珍惜都会把握庆幸有你爱我
失去和拥有泪水和笑容
人生有时候像一场梦
累了的时候闭上了双眸
谁在回忆上游
多少的朋友来的来走的走
聚散从来都不给任何的理由
转过身以后才忽然感受
你一直都在背后
握着你的手走过快乐和难过
黑夜白昼每个人都会拥有
人生是没有定律的一种节奏
不如用心去感受
快乐的一刻胜过永恒的难过
黑夜过后就有日出和日落
两个人走不会寂寞
每一刻都会珍惜都会把握
庆幸有你爱我
握着你的手走过快乐和难过
黑夜白昼每个人都会拥有
“人生是没有定律的一种节奏不必在乎的太多快乐的一刻胜过永恒的难过黑夜过后就有日出和日落只要和你一起度过人生没几人懂我懂得把握庆幸有你爱我”

做人。。懂得自足。做人。。主要是开心。。。
我现在。。过得很开心哦。。。　^o^(v)

Chater 33

2010-05-19T23:30:00.002+08:00

亲爱的你

='( 我觉得我好没用哦。。当他心情不好时，我只能借耳朵给他。。又不知道该怎么办。。天啊。。好难受哦。。。

Chapter 32

2010-05-18T15:05:00.007+08:00

亲爱的你..

这3个月多以来,他真的做了好多事让我感动到埃..天阿!!哈哈哈~~

"有你真好..不顾一切的就只想见我..为了我,做了那么多傻事.为了我,做了那么多从来没做过的事.为了我,自己D.I.Y 东西送我.谢谢你.. 真的谢谢你!!请你证明了一切.."

看住时间
别让它在再流浪
从前我太适应悲伤
你的出现在无意中
却深深撼动我
一起走着没说什么
心是满足的
这个世界
随时都要崩塌
我没有其它的愿望
假如明天将消失了
趁现在我爱着
只想记得,被你抱着
温热的感受
Love's beautiful
so beautiful
我失去过
更珍惜拥有
多庆幸我是我
被你疼爱的我
紧紧牵住的手
不要放手
永远守护我
Love's beautiful
so beautiful
我很快乐
你会了解我
我不会再哭泣
是因为我相信
我们勇敢的爱着
每秒钟
都能证明一生的美丽
这个世界
随时都要崩塌
我没有其它的愿望
假如明天将消失了
趁现在我爱着
只想记得,被你抱着
温热的感受
Love's beautiful
so beautiful ~~

"Love has nothing to do with what you are expecting to get, it's what you are expected to give -- which is everything"

Thanks for being there for me and always make me laugh like nobody nobody but you de business...HAHAZ...

**这几天几夜在家,有一种很不安的感觉..**
**Seriously..I miss my sisterhood..Ive been mazing to myself cox none reply..it hurts..Everyday..till now..im waiting....I dont believe our fs is so fragile**
God bless~

Chapter 31

2010-05-15T21:40:00.001+08:00

亲爱的你..

昨天,是我第一次收到D.I.Y的星星...Hmm~不是一两颗哦..而是999颗..感觉~~实在难以形容."谢谢你..谢谢你为我花费了那么多心思,那么多时间.真的感动到我.."我万万没想到他会为了我这么做..真的.真是个大傻瓜!!还叫朋友们来帮忙做那个心刑的蜡烛和'烟火'?是吗?哈哈哈...不知道叫什么啦...下着毛毛雨....那种情形...真的很浪漫....我还以为哪家的孩子在玩火唉...真是的..well~~哈哈哈~~

""Happy Belated 1Month Anniversary Darlin! ^^""

" I love you a little more each time
And when you cant quite match your clothes
Or when you laugh at your own jokes"

让时间证明一切吧....记得要好好守护哦... ^^

Chapter 31

2010-05-11T14:29:00.002+08:00

亲爱的你!!

yanti姨姨结婚了..很可惜你看不到..她的老公是中国来的.在工作有生意..小姨很幸福哦,因为有了3个月的身孕,她的老公不让她工作.男方的亲人看起来好像不friendly唉.还好小姨是自己住 ^^
这两天,过得很快唉..礼拜天一到,放行李就去了海边,原本要玩waterboat的but太阳
太太太晒了就没有玩.哈哈哈~反而我拍了很多照片唉!=D那里的天气还真糟糕!一下
忽冷又忽热!连续下了几个钟头的雨..还好老天疼我...我在车上,他才下雨...哈哈
哈!!

晚上的我们去了小姨的婚礼后就去了DOUBLE2 [他们所谓的pub]LIVE BAND唉!跟你说哦..他们真的很棒!!LIVE唱 Hotel Califonia,lady gaga 的 bad romance,Down, Fire burning on the dance floor,just dance还有很多很多唉!!想到就好兴奋哦!有机会一定再去!!^^ 我们玩到满晚的哎...到酒店后,发现我老爸老妈,小叔,婶婶,阿姨,姑丈,表妹,表弟他们全倒了....我最爱的表弟[caicai]表妹[Aneng]在club喝到~~~~~哎哟!哈哈~~笑死人!hmm~~其实...偶尔和遥远的亲戚朋友们聚聚合合,感觉~真的很不错唉... ^^

虽然这两天对我来说很快,但对默默人来说,很慢很沉闷哎!哈哈哈~~表姐!你知道我在说谁right?答案~很快就会公布!! ^^

{还在生病的我似乎都忘了自己不舒服..现在眼睛还痛...惨了!}

Chapter 30

2010-04-29T14:04:00.003+08:00

亲爱的你,

你,是否在好奇最近的我在忙些什么呢??
其实啊..最近的我说忙也不会忙耶..就去看电影,去动物园,跟小妹或baby去吃喝玩乐...还有!去浪漫!!~~哈哈哈~~~
公司的比赛,繁忙的日子..已过了!!!真开心...可是!!~~公司的2个人员工走了..我看啊...5月的我..又得忙了...OT OT OT...
想到就sianzzzzz!!~~=_="

这首歌...
我不后悔-<郑源>
说好了不回头不想承诺
缘分尽了你别过头
如果还有什么值得我逗留
我想是
你爱过我
只是路无尽头都是路过
什么感受我能带走
眼泪可以不流
心碎不能救
看我能否得自由
当我松开你的手
一些风沙哽住眼眸
爱你最后一幕却模糊带过
不让疼痛有路追究
我不后悔我曾爱过
只是天涯从此寂寞
远去的渡口彼岸的灯火
人在河流只许漂泊
我不后悔被你爱过
只是不能爱到最后
短暂的幸福
拥有就足够
只要舍得就会快乐会快乐
会快乐
----
只是路无尽头都是路过
什么感受我能带走
眼泪可以不流
心碎不能救
看我能否得自由
当我松开你的手
一些风沙哽住眼眸
爱你最后一幕却模糊带过
不让疼痛有路追究
我不后悔我曾爱过
只是天涯从此寂寞
远去的渡口彼岸的灯火
人在河流只许漂泊
我不后悔被你爱过
只是不能爱到最后
短暂的幸福
拥有就足够
只要舍得就会快乐会快乐
会快乐
我不后悔我曾爱过
只是天涯从此寂寞
远去的渡口彼岸的灯火
人在河流只许漂泊
我不后悔被你爱过
只是不能爱到最后
短暂的幸福
拥有就足够
只要舍得就会快乐会快乐
会快乐

有些东西....真的要靠感觉的

Chapter 29

2010-04-18T18:42:00.002+08:00

亲爱的你....
我又为我家人..感到失望了~~~

人常说...凡是想开点...笑一笑..就没事了...谁都好...就是面对着父母,我做不到....因为~我不喜欢他们跟我说话的眼神和语气...有时,我在想~他们....真的了解我吗??我可是在他们怀里长大的唉...他们~到底...知不知道我要的是什么?!?

从小一直想要搬出去住的我,又有这种想法了哎..天啊~~老爸老妈...为什么你们让我觉得你们只需要我来帮你们减低负担而已?你们知道吗?...我有多羡慕那些一直支持子女的父母...多么羡慕那些很关心子女的父母唉~~我有认识到那些已经结了婚的朋友们.......他们的父母~还是那么支持他们...physically and mentally ...什么都好...有些的连在金钱上也帮助唉..
我很高兴...那时没听你们的话去poly读书....如果我真的去读啊...哎哟!不敢想象!!
真是的...有时真的觉得...我老妈是"现在福中不知福"唉!我老爸和我每个月都给她钱哎!天啊.....还说不够?!我都自身难保了...要我去哪里生钱给你?你们...可以理解一下吗?整天只会说我很会花钱......就算我花钱...有花到你们的钱吗??没有唉......你们只会说...养我养了那么大...应该是时候我养你们...拜托啦...我只是小小的员工而已唉.....你们...可以理解我所在过的生活吗?我很讨厌我们每一次吵架...都是为了钱钱钱!!讲钱...真的伤感情!!

我好失望哦~
这个家...没有我...应该没有分别吧??

Chapter 28

2010-04-12T14:36:00.001+08:00

亲爱的你

我好辛苦哦...最近腰酸背疼~脚每一晚都抽筋...痛到~~
我已决定不吃药物了...因为我发现...每当我忘了吃药..我就很容易感到冷...还会发抖...那种感觉...好像很奇怪哎~吃了药..不应该一天比一天好吗?
hmmmm~~~~

Chapter 27

2010-04-09T12:41:00.001+08:00

亲爱的你..

我始终让他放弃了我...一个之前那么疼爱着这我的男人...
得从新找回单身的生活了....寻找我要的生活.....分手了也让我失去了一个朋友吧...不知道她还当我是朋友吗..一直想要发信息给她,又不敢...怕我承受不了她对我的冷淡...hmm~顺其自然吧....

我看...我得去找些东西做了..免得无所事事~~

昨天晚上,脚又抽筋了...好痛哦... =(

Chapter 26

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人生就是如此..不是开心就是悲伤.为什么我们人一定得做选择?真让人感到伤痛脑筋.
不知道为什么当你掉泪,从我家大门走的那一天....我感到心痛....不应该是这种感觉...不是吗??我愣了一下...我该怎么办.....我还没说话...你转身就走....使我眼泪掉了下来....那应该是.....我最后一次...为你掉泪了....你~要过得幸福哦.....经常要回家哦...你是个大人了..不要时常让你老爸老妈担心你...不要每次一有空就麻将不然就是玩牌...

朋友方面...我不多说...只希望你身边的人是真的在关心你..内心深处的关心你..

愿你过得幸福~~

Chapter25

2010-04-06T22:26:00.002+08:00

亲爱的你，

最近我过的生活的确真的很平静。。。该高兴吗？还好啦。。大家都被我赶走了，我还能埋怨什么呢？哈哈~~

最近，想了很多。。好像，不敢接受有另一半唉。。身体健康，真的很重要。我不想变成任何人的负担。等下个月拿了报告，是好，是坏，我都会老老实实跟老爸老妈说的。我也会去面对^^
我现在唯一可以做的就是祈祷会没事^^

我还怕的不是面对，而害怕的是身边的人被我影响到。。

Chapter 24

2010-04-01T15:22:00.002+08:00

亲爱的你
你们 : 为了我,你们变成这样..值得吗?
我真搞不懂你们在想什么埃..跟你们说过不要这样了,你们就是不听.搞得大家都在说我这样那样.拜托啦....就当我是朋友而已就好,好吗?不要对我那么好...真的不值得的...

表姐,明天我老爸老妈去印尼祭拜啊公啊婆了.我好想回去哦.................................... ='(

我好害怕~~

Chapter 23

2010-03-30T11:18:00.003+08:00

How can lupus affect pregnancy or the newborn?
Patients with SLE who become pregnant are considered "high risk." Women with SLE who are pregnant require close observation during pregnancy, delivery, and the postpartum period. This includes fetal monitoring by the obstetrician during later pregnancy. These women can have an increased risk of miscarriages (spontaneous abortions) and can have flares of SLE during pregnancy. The presence of phospholipid antibodies, such as cardiolipin antibodies or lupus anticoagulant, in the blood can identify patients at risk for miscarriages. Cardiolipin antibodies are associated with a tendency toward blood clotting. Patients with SLE who have cardiolipin antibodies or lupus anticoagulant may need blood-thinning medications (aspirin with or without heparin) during pregnancy to prevent miscarriages. Other reported treatments include the use of intravenous gamma globulin for selected patients with histories of premature miscarriage and those with low blood-clotting elements (platelets) during pregnancy. Pregnant women who have had a previous blood-clotting event may benefit by continuation of blood-thinning medications throughout and after pregnancy for up to six to 12 weeks, at which time the risk of clotting associated with pregnancy seems to diminish. Plaquenil has now been found to be safe for use to treat SLE during pregnancy.

Lupus antibodies can be transferred from the mother to the fetus and result in lupus illness in the newborn ("neonatal lupus"). This includes the development of low red cell (anemia) and/or white blood cell and platelet counts, and skin rash. Problems can also develop in the electrical system of the baby's heart (congenital heart block). Occasionally, a pacemaker for the baby's heart is needed in this setting. Neonatal lupus and congenital heart block are more common in newborns of mothers with SLE who carry antibodies referred to as anti-Ro (or SS-A) and anti-La (or SS-B). (It is wise for the newborn baby's doctor to be made aware if the mother is known to carry these antibodies, even prior to delivery. The risk of heart block is 2%; the risk of neonatal lupus is 5%.) Neonatal lupus usually clears after 6 months of age, as the mother's antibodies are slowly metabolized by the baby.

What is lupus? What are the types of lupus?
Lupus is an autoimmune disease characterized by acute and chronic inflammation of various tissues of the body. Autoimmune diseases are illnesses that occur when the body's tissues are attacked by its own immune system. The immune system is a complex system within the body that is designed to fight infectious agents, such as bacteria and other foreign microbes. One of the ways that the immune system fights infections is by producing antibodies that bind to the microbes. Patients with lupus produce abnormal antibodies in their blood that target tissues within their own body rather than foreign infectious agents. Because the antibodies and accompanying cells of inflammation can affect tissues anywhere in the body, lupus has the potential to affect a variety of areas. Sometimes lupus can cause disease of the skin, heart, lungs, kidneys, joints, and/or nervous system. When only the skin is involved, the condition is called lupus dermatitis or cutaneous lupus erythematosus. A form of lupus dermatitis that can be isolated to the skin, without internal disease, is called discoid lupus. When internal organs are involved, the condition is referred to as systemic lupus erythematosus (SLE).
Both discoid and systemic lupus are more common in women than men (about eight times more common). The disease can affect all ages but most commonly begins from 20 to 45 years of age. Statistics demonstrate that lupus is somewhat more frequent in African Americans and people of Chinese and Japanese descent.

What causes lupus? Is it hereditary?
The precise reason for the abnormal autoimmunity that causes lupus is not known. Inherited genes, viruses, ultraviolet light, and certain medications may all play some role.
Genetic factors increase the tendency of developing autoimmune diseases, and autoimmune diseases such as lupus, rheumatoid arthritis, and autoimmune thyroid disorders are more common among relatives of patients with lupus than the general population. Some scientists believe that the immune system in lupus is more easily stimulated by external factors like viruses or ultraviolet light. Sometimes, symptoms of lupus can be precipitated or aggravated by only a brief period of sun exposure.
It also is known that some women with SLE can experience worsening of their symptoms prior to their menstrual periods. This phenomenon, together with the female predominance of SLE, suggest that female hormones play an important role in the expression of SLE. This hormonal relationship is an active area of ongoing study by scientists.
More recently, research has demonstrated evidence that a key enzyme's failure to dispose of dying cells may contribute the development of SLE. The enzyme, DNase1, normally eliminates what is called "garbage DNA" and other cellular debris by chopping them into tiny fragments for easier disposal. Researchers turned off the DNase1 gene in mice. The mice appeared healthy at birth, but after six to eight months, the majority of mice without DNase1 showed signs of SLE. Thus, a genetic mutation in a gene that could disrupt the body's cellular waste disposal may be involved in the initiation of SLE.
What does the future hold for patients with lupus?
Overall, the outlook for patients with systemic lupus is improving each decade with the development of more accurate monitoring tests and treatments.
The role of the immune system in causing diseases is becoming better understood through research. This knowledge will be applied to design safer and more effective treatment methods. For example, completely revising the immune system of patients with extremely aggressive treatments that virtually temporarily wipe out the immune system is being evaluated. Current studies involve immune eradication with or without replacement of cells that can re-establish the immune system (stem cell transplantation).
It should be noted that patients with SLE are at a somewhat increased risk for developing cancer. The cancer risk is most dramatic for blood cancers, such as leukemia and lymphoma, but is also increased for breast cancer. This risk probably relates, in part, to the altered immune system that is characteristic of SLE.
Women with SLE appear to be at increased risk for heart disease (coronary artery disease) according to recent reports. Women with SLE should be evaluated and counseled to minimize risk factors for heart disease, such as elevated blood cholesterol, quitting smoking, high blood pressure, and obesity.
DHEA (dehydroepiandrosterone) has been helpful in reducing fatigue, improving thinking difficulties, and improving quality of life in patients with SLE. Recent research indicates that DHEA has been shown to improve or stabilize signs and symptoms of SLE. DHEA is commonly available in health-food stores, pharmacies, and many groceries.
Landmark research has shown clearly that oral contraceptives do not increase the rate of flares of systemic lupus erythematosus. This important finding is opposite to what has been thought for years. Now we can reassure women with lupus that if they take birth-control pills, they are not increasing their risk for lupus flares. NOTE: Birth-control pills or any estrogen medications should still be avoided by women who are at increased risk of blood clotting, such as women with lupus who have phospholipid antibodies (including cardiolipin antibody and lupus anticoagulant).
Individuals with SLE can improve their prognosis by learning about the many aspects of the illness as well as closely monitoring their own health with their doctors.

Sadded to know that this thing have been with me for like 2years....Gosh!Hope it can be cure...God bless me.....

chapter 22

2010-03-28T23:12:00.003+08:00

亲爱的你

最近为什么我有一种会失去些东西的感觉？我好不喜欢哦。。周围的人都说这样那样，但我还是选择保持不动。因为我珍惜。不知‘你’会体会得到我对你的关心，爱吗。。我相信环境会改变一个人，‘你’或许觉得狴变的人是我，就算如果是我变了。。我对你的友情，关心，心疼。。还是一样的。只想跟你说：‘不管怎样，希望你过得幸福。。要记得，我会一直在这里，借你我的肩膀，借你我的耳朵。。我，会在这里。。’

今天，有人在FB写：It was Meant to be selfish.Be it love or hurt.对不起。。我好像又再一次的伤害到你了。

昨天的我好像搞得大家都有一点不愉快吧？还让有些人担心。。很抱歉。。我电话没有电了，我不是什么号码都记得住的，希望你能够明白。。可是。。至少，我有发简讯让你们知道我的电话情况不是吗？今天起床才看到大家的简讯。。吓倒！！Haiz~~说多了也没用。。算了。。。讲太多也没用。。只有了解我的人。。。才能理解..而那个人我看只有你吧表姐。。。我好想你哦！！ =/

我现在真感到心疼。。

做人，为什么那么自私？

Chapter 21

2010-03-26T15:40:00.003+08:00

亲爱的你

我~~今天..在公司..第一次犯了错!!!我好糊涂哦!!天啊....
前几天刚知道四月一号有opening ceremony for 47th Annual Bowling Championship.Its a big event among all 所以不可以take booking...6/3,I accepted a booking for 1/4...captain,uncle gary,eric approved le ei....

前天Uncle Gary叫我check有没有booking的时候,为什么我没check好来???=/ 我好~~~后悔哦!!!!!!

这可是3年以来第一次做这种傻事耶!!根本都是寻找死路嘛!!!最糟糕的是我没写在Lane Booking File里头!!!哎哟~~~为什么我的记性这么差??看到Uncle Gary的那种眼神...好恐怖哦!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

虽然跟members换时间,解决...了..但我还是觉得不应该埃!!!!! =(
我现在的心是不停的碰碰跳跳....很快哦....哦~~~天啊...........................................................

做事要认真....可是人,一定是有犯错的时候...而我...不喜欢这种感觉!

Chapter 20

2010-03-24T16:52:00.001+08:00

亲爱的你

因为想念而感到悲伤..好辛苦哦!!
不知道该怎么办的我选择了做事做事做事.吃吃吃~~搞得自己晚上觉得累..但是根本都睡不着!辛苦死了!!当我睡着时,就是要上班的时候了...困到~~~~~
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我现在很不开心哦~~ =(
我好想现在就消逝在你们的面前哦!!!!

如果我消逝在你们的面前...会怎样? o.0?

选择永远是在自己的手中

Chapter 19

2010-03-23T18:25:00.001+08:00

亲爱的你

我今天好开心噢...因为~终于看到女人了!!让我担心了那么久...看到她,真让我感到心疼.希望她可以过得坚强...幸福...快乐!!!

亲爱的紫璇..生日快乐哦!!!! ^^,

永远爱着你哦 ^^,

想一个人..该怎么办呢?

Chapter 18

2010-03-21T20:47:00.005+08:00

亲爱的你

你是否还记得 Jon 和 Weng?

最近的他们不知道从那里突然又再出现在我生命里.感觉好像回到了14,15岁.
是啊...没有错...很小吧?
让我回想一下..这两个男的跟我同年.两个都是我中学好朋友的喜欢对象.我感到很难过因为..为了这两个男的.. ..我失去了这个好友. =< 我好友是要让我看看而已.我万万没想到...就过了9 8 年.

可是说真的..他们.. ..真的还是象以前那样心疼我..两个都说从没把我给忘了..
现在听了为什么感到一点害怕还是我被感动到?Hmmm~真是的...

表姐..志忠,你还记得吧?8多年以来....我还以为不会有第二个会为我写歌了..直到最近..有一个傻的...自弹自唱....
我...有被感动到哦..那首歌叫 <傻不傻都已无所谓>我会把这首歌post在这里跟你分享的 ^^, 真的很好听哦!!!

我很开心哦!! ^^,
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刚收到一个大白痴做的 Kimberley 写着 1234u~ =) sorry for yesterday =( 不要生气哦..>.< 谁叫你啊!!!!!真是的!!!! *bleah* 昨天的我很生气哦!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
不想讲那么多...说了就气!

Chapter 17

2010-03-19T13:56:00.003+08:00

亲爱的你,
意外中的意外
那里来的 1year 10months Anniversary?

昨天回家时,感觉到有一点点不对劲耶.到家门口,感觉更加强烈!!!
有杀气的感觉噢..哎哟!!!

"哦?怎么门没关阿?"偷瞄了一下..呆了!!0.o?桌上怎么有蛋糕?蛋糕点着蜡烛 oooo..
蛋糕有 "Im sorry"的卡片.就看到了那只猪..哦天啊..他的笑容...哦~~走向我 "Happy 1year 10Month Anniversary!!"我~~我被吓呆了...就问他这是在干吗?他就说..我们的anniversary啊....~~~ 哎哟~~什么什么啦????

我说我吓到哎..他就叫我往下看...
"什么"了好大声.....他花了四个钟头用light stick写出 >HAPPY 1YR10MONTHS ANNIVERSARY. KELVIN LOVE KIMBERLEY.旁边还有个heart shape.

一起走下楼梯..走向heart shape,拿起那束花.看着他说 :"我们都分手了..那里来的anniversary啊?"他就说..."我不成认为我们有分手啊"我抓了抓头...哦天啊!!!他就问 :"可以吗?"我想也不想就说 : "NO"

他还说...这是他一生中第一次这样做..为什么要等到我离开了,你才要这么做呢?为什么我离开后,你才想到要做你答应过我的事呢?为什么要等到我离开后才知道我的重要性呢?为什么你不成想过一切的一切?就像你说我身体不好..要买燕窝.一年多...分开了,昨天才买给我??哎哟~有用吗?

不知道啦..只能说谢谢你...

看到他这样做,真让我感到心疼,心痛...阿!!不是心动哦!!!你!没打动到我的心哦!!可是..不管怎样..还是要谢谢你给我这个不应该有的惊喜...
对不起...又拒绝你....

都跟你说现在的我没那么容易被打动了..
生病...好辛苦哦~~

Chapter 16

2010-03-18T23:45:00.002+08:00

亲爱的你..
怎样才算对?

这几天我开始问自己怎样才是对的.哦天啊..尤其今天..现在这个时候.好烦哦!!!ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!! 我本身不喜欢撒谎,你知道的.不是吗?
现在的我不断地在想如果这样,那样我该怎么办?

讲也不是,不讲也不是...

如果说了会让身边的人心情180度转变,我宁愿静静不说.什么都不说..哦天啊.....为什么你们都这样? =<

是的!!我在讲你你你!!!!!!!!!!!

真的是我开心就好吗?

Chapter 15

2010-03-16T14:47:00.002+08:00

亲爱的你

"不知不觉中,你已离开我快要5年了.='( 真的很想你耶..你是否听得到我对你所说的心声?是否感觉到我对你的思念?"

你 : 我真的搞不懂你为什么每天都愁眉苦脸耶.你可以振作起来吗?我真的感到很烦耶,烦恼这个烦恼那个的.跟你讲了这么多,还以为你都听进去了..但,为什么一天后又跑出来呢?真是的...你到底要我怎么样?我可以对你像之前一样的好...可是..我可以要求你不要一直讲那些事吗??你明明懂我不喜欢一直重复我所讲过的话,为什么你还... ...?? 天啊!!!!
快点去找一份工作吧...不要一直往外跑,听朋友说这个那个的.不要一直躲在家里,想这个那个的.去做你该做的事,好吗?一切~~真的得随缘.. ..

人身该走怎样的路,是自己控制的
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chapter 13

2010-03-13T16:06:00.001+08:00

亲爱的你

你 : 或许你说的对.我不知道我要的是什么.我有冷静的思考过,我真的很确定现在
的我什么都不要.只想一个人简简单单的生活着..."一个人"的意思..你明白吗?你知
道的,我离开你的原因比不是因为胡乐乐或daniel他们.而是因为我们.只是说刚好我
们分开后他们进入了我的人生.他们对我的关心,担心与心疼是你在害怕的吧?害怕我
被他们其中之一打动到?哦天啊..........如果这样,你不是更加要振作起来吗??

其实这几天会闷闷不乐的原因也是因为担心女人.她真是的.让我担心了3个月多又不
会跟我联络.急死我了.都不知道她过得怎样了.前几天梦到她和她的孩子.哎哟~~担
心死了.女人!!你读到这个吗?可以和我联络吗?

让你关心的人知道你的关心噢.. ^^.

Chapter 12

2010-03-12T16:26:00.005+08:00

亲爱的你

这几天几夜都过得满辛苦的耶.好想大哭一场哦.要面对笑容过日子真的很辛苦..辛苦到我快喘不过气来了.

老板昨天问 :"kim啊!你这几天怎么了?很少看到你大笑哎.."

Hmmm~真是的..我是怎么了吗?

丽云阿丽云!!醒醒啊!!!!!!难道,你要让你身边的人担心你吗?哦~天啊....请你把这些烦着我的东西带走好吗?我真的快要倒下了...

眼睛的事情已够我烦了.到底几时才会回复啊?讨厌死了啦!!!!!

要简单过生活,那么难吗?

Chapter 11

2010-03-09T22:53:00.001+08:00

亲爱的你

一分一秒就这样的过..我现在的心情又有谁能了解?能感受得到呢?你知道吗,我好想你..真的好想你.最近寂寞又来找我了.他一来就让我想到之前跟你一起吃喝玩乐的日子.他一来就让我想到啊妈拥抱着我的温暖.啊妈的味道.啊妈的眼神..他一来就让我想到紫璇跑来我的怀抱.她的笑声,她的可爱..她的一切的一切.他让我回想到我之前说过的喜怒哀乐.我不否认我讨厌寂寞.可是只有寂寞会让我想到你们.我很傻吧? 哈哈哈~

我们不断地和时间赛跑.几时我们才会到重点呢?我不断的在想以后的我会过着怎样的日子呢?以后的我hmmm~想了很多..我到底要的是什么.为什么我要这样?不敢想太多就不想了.只知道我要的是简单的幸福.开心就好.. 就算将来没人要,我也无所谓~
现在的我啊,谁能了解?应该就只有你吧?~~

希望明天会更好~~

Chapter 10

2010-03-02T11:28:00.003+08:00

亲爱的你,

不问为什么就恨下心来剪了短发.最近真的无法调整我和ahdear的关系.只从那天吵了大架后,`一切好像怪怪的.好像缺少了什么似的.我看他也是这么想的吧.犹豫了很久,还不知道要的是什么.

给彼此机会..是否会回到过去?

Chapter 9

2010-02-24T17:27:00.000+08:00

亲爱的你,

缘分是注定的.相遇就是缘分的第一步骤.世界上没有规定有了伴侣就不能交朋友.我真的很感谢老天让那么多朋友围绕着我.女性男性都好,只要你珍惜我,我也就会珍惜你.可是,我珍惜你,你有在珍惜我吗?人生就是如此,有时你想要的一定是得不到!我最讨厌这种感觉了!!
说到朋友..我搞不懂我的好友为什么会不要和我联络.发信息,没回复.走过她家每一次都不在.我不气.我只是搞不懂.我知道我对你来说并不重要.好朋友一个就好.可是让我看不下去的是,为什么你要等到你不愉快的时候才想到好友呢?

思念是一种病

Chapter 8

2010-02-16T12:48:00.003+08:00

亲爱的你

新年快乐!!

世间真的不等人!!一转眼又过了一年!!不知道是否应该高兴吗..哈哈哈~
一两个礼拜前跟ahdaer大吵了一顿..他还一直指定说我要跟他分手..气得我要死!!不管他几个小时候..他喝醉了~早上醒来说让我们从新开始..!!为什么什么都是你说啊!!Hmmm~给了机会后,他对我超级无敌的好耶..好惊讶哦~~

好了别说这些了..最近的我好累哦~都没有过年的气氛讷~~

(14-02-2010)I went to power house for the first time of my life!It was awesome!!It seems like only me n reena dare to dance on the platform.Seriously..the feeling is good.Everyone on the ground follow your beat n their eyes on u..can u imagine the feeling when u are up there?OMG~ Im loving it! ^^,

原来爱情那么伤~~

Chapter 7

2010-01-30T21:42:00.001+08:00

亲爱的你,

烦死了啦~~

怎么办?现在的我又开始胡思乱想了.我真的很讨厌这种感觉耶~为什么一直不断地发生在我生命里?烦死了啦~哎哟!!
天啊~不要这样折磨我啦~~我很怕我的感觉是错的耶!!不要啦~~~

感觉是一种很不可思议的东西..

Chapter 6

2010-01-27T16:24:00.003+08:00

亲爱的你,

礼拜天,带两个弟弟,老妈和ahdear去Bugis逛街买新年衣服.
去天天火锅吃晚餐.好久没跟家人这样走了.好开心哦!! ^^

礼拜一,一起来就追下一站幸福和海派甜心.看完就跟老妈去sembawang 逛街买衣服.好可怜哦..第一次去到那里没有买到衣服.哈哈哈~
晚上去大铃的家和他的朋友们玩texas poker到早上6点.好累哦~~

礼拜二,10点上班~因为疲倦的关系就喝了几杯咖啡提提神..太郁闷了啦!!没戏剧可以看,fb越来越闷,越来越无聊`~想去读书管借书却懒惰.想做手工却不知道要做什么.太无聊了啦!!!!!!!闷死了!!
等到了放工世间,真开心.去ahdear家吃一碗粥因为肚子在敲锣打鼓~坷坷~~
去tanjong pagar 和小妹会合就直接直往学校..哈哈哈~我觉得肚皮舞越来越好玩,我对他越来越有兴趣哦..我会继续学下去的..小妹因为手头紧而想暂停两个月.我是在怕她会失去兴趣而放弃.她的坚持和固执不让我现帮她付.真是的~真搞不懂耶~小妹啊小妹..你真是固执啊...
hmmmm~今天和明天我都会乖乖的在家哦~~

这个礼拜五要去草莓pub..庆祝猪妹妹的生日celebratioN!!~哈哈哈~~好期待~~
礼拜六公司有比赛所以得做OT..=_='
何时我可以真的放松呢??Hmmmm~

人生很短暂~要好好珍惜身边关系你的家人和朋友哦~

Chapter 5

2010-01-21T12:29:00.006+08:00

亲爱的你,

ahdear找到工作

话不多说,只想给你知道我ahdear找到工作了.哈哈~可是工作世间从10到10嗯~应该很累又闷吧??不知该为他高兴吗..应该得吧 ^^,

世间不断地圈,2010年的一月快要结束了.世间不停地走,我们不断地在寻找我们想拥有和想过的生活.你想过吗?

Hmmm~我的成绩呢,老实说是考得不这么好啦..我已开始怀疑自己的能力了.
老妈对我说 : "考不好无所谓,最重要是我有尽力而为..经历过,就足够了."
听了还满后悔和感动的~

前几天几夜都在追戏剧 :
当我们同在一起,春到人间,过好年,桃花小妹,下一站幸福,海派甜心,

前天去一家pub叫strawberry庆祝sharon 和 liling 的生日. 虽然不这么认识其他人,但是我们玩的满愉快哦.因为有婷婷,sharon和liling啊 =)

而昨天呢,我染头发耶(ash brown).颜色满漂亮的 ^^,

To be continue~

是否想过你最后一次夸奖人是什么时候?
我真的开始相信不是什么事情都可以保留位置,保留原状.该放手的,始终还是得放手~

Chapter 4

2010-01-17T02:43:00.003+08:00

亲爱的你，

我不喜欢！！

最近没有做工的你让我感到为你担心。。因为你开始赌博。。麻将已经够了。。现在多了texas poker。我真的不想一直看到你这样每天赌博。。对！赌博有输赢。。每一次你要玩，我就玩不是因为我爱赌还是要陪你赌，而是我怕你输太多。难道你没发现每一次你输很多都是我在盖你吗？我赢来盖你，你还是输。。我看得出来你家人不喜欢你赌博，难道你没发现到吗？偶尔玩一次是OK的。可是你现在几乎有回家就是玩牌不然就是麻将。你会玩到什么时候？我真的很为你担心耶。。。。HAIZ~~~

Chapter 3

2010-01-13T13:19:00.001+08:00

亲爱的你,

气死我了!!没缘分当情侣就不能做朋友了吗?

一直以来相信没缘分当情侣也可以做朋友的我已开始怀疑这种缘分和奇迹会再出现的见状了..说来真的气死人..一个被拒绝后就写信说了一大堆然后叫我保重类似的话就消逝了.一个说不能忘记我,最后还不是有女朋友?一个也说不能忘记我..最后还不是一样有女朋友?那..那些天长地久说来干吗??分手了..还是没在一起过而被拒绝的就不能联络??朋友..互相关心应该没有错吧?何必把关于我的COMMENT给消除掉?发简讯问候,每一次都说很好,现在很忙以后再sms..很好,现在很忙以后再sms...讨厌你!!这么做,难道不知道很伤人吗?都说了男人不是什么好东西!!就是因为你,你,你..讨人厌的死男人了!!你你你!!!如果说出却做不到就不要说!!不要说什么答应,保证,发誓的话..你们很烦,最讨人厌的!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

何必跟自己过意不去呢??这么做可以让你好过一些些吗?如果会..我宁愿在你生命中消逝..免得你误会,痛苦,尴尬..算了....我只能说....选择是在于你自己....

"这次我走开,再没有话要说出来.我不想再期待走下去,还能多精彩.我不了解你怎能心安,也捉不住你的倔强.可是我知道你为什么说谎.你说你还在,一分一秒也没走开.我想留在这里,可是这一切已太晚.我不能再像从前一样,为我们的明天疯狂.你不必解释为什么说谎.你不能说我没有爱过说我没等过难过.我也想说也许能重来我却还是沉默.你一直问我的心到底在不在.问我怎能不遗憾就丢失了爱.而我的泪怎么就流下来.你说你还在一分一秒也没走开.我想留在这里.可是这一切已太晚
我不能再像从前一样............"

人生短短几十年...没必要让自己过的那么痛苦..主要你开心,觉得是对的就去做..

Chapter 2

2010-01-09T15:14:00.007+08:00

亲爱的你,

死了!!我爱上戴阳天!!!!!

天啊!!越看他怎么越觉得他好帅噢~~

去了他的profile, blog过后满失望的..失望在他的fans太多了!!!天啊天啊!!!奇迹的是他只大我3岁!!哈哈哈~~他居然是上海人..怪不得啦~新加坡那会有这么帅的人啊??
我喜欢他的帅..我喜欢他那会说话的眼睛..我喜欢他在小娘惹理的牺牲..我喜欢他在table of glory理头耍cool!!我喜欢他在当我们同在一起的忠心,爱护..我喜欢他高大威猛..最主要我最爱是他的真诚..哈哈哈~我快要疯了啦!!!

http://blog.sina.com.cn/daiyangtian1227

Chapter 1 of 2010

2010-01-07T21:01:00.000+08:00

亲爱的你,

肚皮舞 - 1st Lesson

首先让我祝啊空21岁生日快乐..!!
Hmmm~~我知道你们很早就庆祝了..的确我有点失望与难过,也知道自己的地位..我不怪你们没叫我去..想开了 ^^ 朋友..最重要是看到彼此过得幸福,美满 ..
原你和女友可以长长久久 ...要珍惜她哦 ...
好啦...肚皮舞~学了才知道没有我想的那么简单..哈哈哈~说来就想笑..应该是因为大家是女的关系吧..老师没我想象的那么瘦可是她好会摇噢..吓到我!!!
第一堂真的好好玩噢!!
我决定跳.level 2 过后就学钢管!!哈哈哈~好期待哦...

我发现了不是每一个好友会跟彼此分享事情.....

Chapter 12

2009-12-30T15:35:00.007+08:00

Present from Jolene ^^

亲爱的你,

Chapter 12 - End of 2009 December
Merry Christmas & a Happy New Year!!

2009的最后两天了.心中好多言语想和你分享..在2009年,我第一次去ahdear的亲戚家拜年,2009年第一次和大铃去云顶,2009年第一次与家人和大铃再去云顶玩,第一次去Club,2009年第一次考0Level,2009年一生中第一次把考试日期搞乱.2009年第一次举行Christmas charlet.2009年和小妹复合.2009年认识了你,2009年让我有太多的有趣事~痛苦~烦恼~伤心~多到我不知从何说起..只能希望和盼望在2010年的日子,生活会比2009年还来的好.

最近的我在苦恼着要学什么舞蹈.伤脑筋耶!!真的好烦哦 0.o
前几天我老妈问我一件我从来都不敢也不会去想的问题..我只回答她说 : 过去已经过去,何必谈起伤心的往事呢?

我爱他轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他相信明天就是未来
情节有多坏都不肯醒来
我爱他跌跌撞撞到绝望
我的心深深伤过却不会忘
我和他不再属于这个地方
最初的天堂最终的荒唐
如果还有遗憾又怎么样呢
伤了痛了懂了就能好了吗
曾经依靠彼此的肩膀
如今各自在人海流浪
我爱他轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
逃不开爱越深越互相伤害
越深的依赖越多的空白
该怎么去爱?

如果让我再一次的选择,我还是会选择保留你..绝不后悔~~我对于现在的生活感到很满足,也活的没有遗憾了~只要你对我好.

祝语 :
原家人和你,你的家人身体健康,财源滚滚~
小妹,你知道我是关心你的就好了.原你可以过得开心 ^^
姐妹,不管多忙希望你没把我这个好友给忘了哦.原你早日有个对象 ^^..
祝慧真姐,红红姐,美香姐,Mag,Aaron可以和Partner白头谐老..
原大姐,猪妹妹,eve,士心中心,可以和男女友到永久~
祝那些没有partner的可以快点有一个partner.

希望新的一年,大家可以过着逍遥自在,幸福美满 ^^

Chapter 11

2009-12-26T20:57:00.006+08:00

亲爱的你，

圣诞节快乐哦~~

忙了这么久圣诞节终于过了。在pasir ris 的costa sands和庆祝真好玩。虽然有一
些不愉快的事情发生但是最终还算不错啦^^
原本bbq只是在礼拜四而已的，因为食物份量还剩下很多所以我们在礼拜五也有bbq。
礼拜四的半夜真的玩到疯耶！！你想象一下一共27个人对彼此喷spray，玩popper，
三更半夜跑来跑去就像一群疯子。真的笑死人了！！哈哈哈~

:我在想其他人是怎样过的。。^^

Life can be beautiful sometimes ^^

Chapter 10

2009-12-20T18:40:00.006+08:00

亲爱的你,

我生病一个礼拜了!!

我生病一个礼拜了!!好辛苦哦!!工作吃药真的很麻烦耶!!医生给的药让我感到很想睡觉.可是生病不代表不可以出门啊..坷坷~礼拜三和姐妹们去double o的ladies night.好不可思议噢..不只入门票免费,喝的都是free flow..哈哈......世界上居然有免费的东西.....
`礼拜四和礼拜五我都在家里修养病情,晚上去了siping生日celebration..而昨天去了Kbox帮patrick 庆祝28岁生日..虽然生病,喉咙无法发出准确的音准,但大家还是玩得满疯的!! =)

这就是Patrick
I-model 的员工

I-model 的员工

超级LOVE

:爱情是一种奇妙的东西?

Chapter 9

2009-12-14T17:20:00.010+08:00

亲爱的你，

有时逛逛街也不错

我发觉到最近的我好像很忙耶。忙到自己都不知道到底在忙些什么。工作不能用电
脑因为有Interns在跟我学习。好不容易等到了礼拜一，却很快的明天又要工做了。
好累哦！！感觉上很像有很多东西等我去做耶。。MTV dance, Yoga,Courses,Blogshop,
Part-time 哎哟~~好烦喔！！

昨天我把烦恼放在一边和我的两个姐妹去Bugis Street逛街。原本以为会和她们逛
到很晚，会一起吃晚餐，一起聊天，商量圣诞节节目，会一起回家的=_= 可是跟她
们逛不久，婷婷就得走了。没办法啦。。我这个好友就是这么忙而且也看得出来她
心情不这么好。应该是不够睡眠的关系吧。

她们一走，我的ahdear就来找我了。哈哈~还以为我得要那么早回家了。幸好幸好 =)
我跟大铃去吃火锅，逛街。。花了我百多块~买了3件衣服给我印尼的干姐。我本身
买了7件衣服，一条短裤。两个裤带。呵呵~~逛到爽！！
回到家就研究Mio Tv。好多戏喔！！可是大多数都得给钱 =_=

好啦。。要去看桃花小妹了。。

我超级喜欢这件

好喜欢这件衣服的布料。。温暖

这件报纸的衣服真的好大件喔！！可是那里些Freesize

这件有两种穿法。。这是第一种

这是第二种

我只拍这几件，除了那黄色的，其他的我姐也有 =)
拍给她看的

Chapter 8

2009-12-07T21:53:00.003+08:00

亲爱的你，

我找到了！！

这是mambo night的其中之一的舞蹈。

这些是ZOUK Mambo night de 歌曲

Zouk Mambo Jumbo

我发现了好多歌哦！！原来不只是double O 有埃！！
从我第一次去Clubbing我就好喜欢他们的mambo night哦。。去了两次礼拜六，看了singapore idol,才知道这种舞蹈真的存在耶。虽然歌曲很旧可是我觉得好独特哦。。呵呵。。可惜我的婷婷不喜欢。因为她就是听这些歌才睡在Double O的。哈哈哈~~~

不知道还会有机会去礼拜六的吗。。

：你会让身边的人开心吗?

Chapter 7

2009-12-02T00:08:00.004+08:00

02122009

亲爱的你，

生日快乐！！

“每年的今天我都会很思念着你。
你是否知道这几年我都不断地在重复看着我们的相片?
不断地重复读你寄给我的信?
每一年的今天，每一次读了，
心理都觉得很悲伤，
眼睛都充满着泪水。
多么怀念与希望可以像以前那样帮你庆祝生日。

我很不明白为什么你会选择这条路，还有为什么你可以选择就这样离开?
为什么你那么傻?
你知道你走了，你家里人多么的恨我吗?
他们恨我什么都不告诉他们。
当时的我是真的什么都不知道。
我恨你！我恨你什么都没跟我讲！
这么重要的事情，依我们当时的感情，谁会相信你没告诉我??
可是。。我更恨我自己。。
恨我收到你的信时没有直接回复你。
恨我自己当天早上没听你的电话。
心理想考完了就马上回复你。。
一到家，一听到电话响我是多么兴奋的心情啊。
一切就那么突然！不是我在等的电话。。
你妹妹一句话都说不出。。
只哭着说：“姐。。。。。。Apong。。。。她。。。她。。死了”

就这么短短的一句话。。
我楞住！！
我妈妈问我什么事时。。
我大哭着喊为什么。。
接着。。我妈妈也哭了。。
那时的你才19岁。这是多么让人心疼啊表姐。。
难道你不知道我们多么爱你吗?

两个月前的今天是你离开这世界的纪念日。
我都好像去印尼拜祭你。
可是大家都很清楚你家人是绝对不会给我知道你的坟墓在那里的。
希望有一天，我再次问的时候，
他们会给我个答案”

我对你的思念是没人可以想象的到的！！

表姐。。。我是真的。。真的。。很想你！！ =‘(

Chapter 6

2009-11-28T17:02:00.017+08:00

跟啊地尔在partyworld

跟小妹在还没七 =)

跟小妹和婷婷在还没七 =)

跟婷婷在还没七 =)
这个小妹妹从小就好喜欢跟我哦.一个很甜美的小妹妹

在eve的21生日PARTY!!

亲爱的你,

我好想你哦!!我真希望你还在..

忙碌的生活

最近的活动太多了!多到我都不知从何说起..
一直都在忙着工作,出去,跟朋友们聊天,吃饭,追联戏剧.因为工作有intern所以不能每天来update.

说来话长..只能说最近虽然过着忙碌的生活,但是好像缺少了什么似的挨!!找不到也想不到..感觉就是那么奇怪..hmm~~而有些东西我觉得不能够像以前一样了.

我好期待我的电脑回到我身边噢..

我礼拜天和礼拜一都没有做工哦 =)可以睡到爽!!真开心!!

Chapter 5

2009-11-22T16:01:00.001+08:00

亲爱的你,

好奇怪!!
(我有一个姐了!!)

为什么这一切就好像没有发生过似的?这种感觉好奇怪哦!!问题明明还没解决但为什么现在就好像没有问题的存在?

算了没有事情也好免得大家过得不愉快,你说是不是啊?=)

对了!!昨天跟一位老朋友在MSN聊了聊就突然变姐妹来了.很奇怪吧?其实也不会啦!之前当我在印尼的时候,我们算是很好了吧?!说了也奇怪.之前无缘无故就跟她好有默契.应该是缘分吧.虽然我们现在的"情" 是友情的情但我相信我们的友情会比之前的'情'还来的好=) 我这位老朋友的名叫慧真,Ernawati.昨天她跟我都在烦恼谁做姐姐谁做妹妹.虽然她比我大几个月但是在某个方面她和我都觉得我比较适合当姐姐.坷坷~商量了一下,我们决定由她来当姐姐我当妹妹.我好高兴哦!!因为我可以当妹妹!!可以撒娇,可以野蛮,可以向姐姐诉苦=)

结拜姐妹好像只有亭亭和EVE而已再加多一个也无所谓啦哈?坷坷..我们也所好如果见了面要去庙里拜拜当姐妹.好期待哦!!

慧真姐姐跟我说最近的'他'跟一个DUMAI(印尼)的女孩子在一起.虽然这段感情早已断但我听了过后心的确有停了一下,同时也放了这块大石头.因为我很担心他会放不下,会过的不开心.可是现在真是双喜啊!!坷坷..这样我就很放心的再去印尼了.好期待跟老朋友们会合噢.3年了..终于等到了今天!!
慧真姐姐说或许明年要结婚,我听了真为她高兴.姐你要幸福哦!!我相信ATA会对你很好的.

:幸福是在自己的手中.如果不适合,长痛不如短痛?!而我的幸福,会是有谁来给我呢?

Chapter 4

2009-11-21T00:59:00.003+08:00

亲爱的你，

怎么办?

最近我跟啊地而都过得很不愉快。我刚问他有没有发现到最近的我们好像一直吵?他说有。他说每一次都是因为我的脾气而起的。
说真的有谁没有脾气?有谁不会发脾气?我承认我的脾气确实比之前还来的糟，糟透了！！我不喜欢对我爱的人隐瞒事情。我不开心时，我不喜欢的，我都会在当场讲。我知道当场讲会使大家不愉快,好像没给你面子似的,可是你要我收起来吗?

停停，你认识我这么久应该懂我的为人是怎样。我什么都只给你和凯文知道。
有些只有你知道而已，因为我觉得朋友之间有些秘密是OK的。大多数我跟凯文吵的时候你都不知道因为不想让你操心。HAIZ。。。

亲爱的你，如果是你男朋友对你这样说，你会怎样跟他解释?怎样回复他的简讯?
我呢，跟他道歉。除了道歉，没有其他的话可以跟他讲了。可是，我有点不服因为他好像讲到全是我的错似的。难道他没有想过为什么我会发脾气吗?难道他只真惜这段感情而不是我?难道他不知道这样会加深他对我的伤害?在我胸口撒盐?这种感觉让我感到很悲伤，冤枉。让我回想到之前的我。好难过哦！？

每一次跟你斗嘴或吵架的时候，我不知道该怎么办。那种无助的感觉你能体会吗?有时我在想，你工作那里有那么多美女为什么你选择我?如果当初我没出现在你眼前，你应该是跟其中一个漂亮又体贴你的女人在一起吧?

很抱歉，我在你的人生中带给你不愉快。

你知道吗我从来都不想也不愿意把你跟之前的那个来相比。我不拿来相比的原因很简单，是因为他是过去而我希望你是我的现在。可以给我幸福，快乐的未来，你可以给我吗?

想简简单单跟你爱的人过生活是人生中最大的挑战啊!!

Chapter 3

2009-11-20T00:26:00.008+08:00

My 2brothers n me...COlD~~

Outside is alwayz so cold!!

My family celebrating my dad's 60 birthday =)

This is written by one of the Talent at Genting.Our Chinese name..Cool~

This is an individual pic which sketh by one of the talent at Genting...

亲爱的你，

我回来新加坡了！！

云顶的这几天都在下着细细的小雨使大家的脸上都露不出笑容来。
时间一分一秒的过。。
我们心理都知道是玩不成了。

我们第二天中午开始玩outdoor theme park。玩不久又下雨了=(
当天最好玩就是CORKSCREW了！它和ROLLER COASTER差不多一样。好多机器都在维修当中。好失望噢。。
我们玩不成FLYING COASTER(SPIDERMAN)因为每当我们要玩时都下着雨。
因为带着两个弟弟，我不能去赌场。我只跟他们去酒店，吃东西，打保龄球，去逛街直到晚上。打电动，落袋台球(snooker)回酒店睡觉。很闷吧?
没办法，下雨天。。

而我老爸老妈呢，每天都去赌场。老爸赌输，老妈唠叨。每天都样！！我的猪猪就不一样。。他会陪我和两个小弟到我们回酒店他才去赌场。说真的，我每天晚上都在担心他会输钱。可是赌博哪有每一次赢的呢?输了又赢，赢了又输还好到最后把输了的钱给赢回来。这等于没玩咯。。=)算来算去，好像只有我一个人输而已哎?！呵呵。。不多啦，才150新。呵呵~~

：我在云顶梦到好奇怪的梦哦。。但是我忘了。。坷坷~~

Chaper 2

2009-11-14T23:09:00.007+08:00

This is the flower that i made specially for Mrs.Lau on the 13th nov,farewell party

生病了，好辛苦

亲爱的你，

我生病了！！
应该是因为这几天忽冷忽热的天气使我身体健康有变化。不知道为什么这几天我都
容易感到疲惫，夜深了却睡不着。真讨厌这种感觉！

昨天放工后就跟 gladys 去老老的 farewell dinner 。我们到了那里，我吓呆了！因为
我不知道会有这么多人会去。吃到一半，学长他们突然要我代表他们唱歌送给校长。
我笑了一下，二话不说就答应了。但是我要求多一个人陪我唱。工作人员点了你最
真贵给我们唱。他们的样子好好笑哦，感觉他们好像很担心我唱得不好因为我跟他
们说我不会唱。。哈哈哈。。
我看到好多之前教过我的老师哦。看到他们我感到好开心哦！ =)
吃了东西，拍了照，一个两个开始离开了。

离开了那里，我跑去找停停。见到她就直接搭德式去 Double O 跟其他人会合。头头
只是有四男两女，但在最后变成了七难男五女。呵呵~说了就好笑。每一次去那里都
会很兴奋的跟停停混到最上面。是算刺激吗?应该是因为好玩而这样的吧。。昨天有
一位男性的好友喝醉了，他从来不打我的(除了我生日那天不小心打到一外)就在昨
天玩了一点过火。。真是的！！你知道你是谁吓！？
看得出来我的好姐妹昨晚玩的好开心，好凤哦你！！也好啦可以让你调整心情。不
然看到你这样，我真的没办法权你也不懂怎样说你。=) 开心就好。。

现在的我好憔悴哦！！眼红，喉咙痛，鼻子塞。

我刚去看医生。吃了药现在的我感到舒服多了。
明天到礼拜四我都不在新加坡。等我回来我再写哦。。
想你们哦。。*wink*

Chapter 1

2009-11-11T20:56:00.004+08:00

新的生活,新的开始!!

亲爱的你,
终于一切都在今天结束了.这两年半工半读真的让我感到好疲劳,好辛苦噢!
不知应该觉得伤还是喜因为我今天做了人生中最大的第三个错误!!
那就是记错华文考试的日期!!

回想起来我根本都不应该把考试日期给搞错的.越想越搞不懂为什么.越想就越气!!真
是的!气死人了!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!算了!不讲这个了!!让这件事过去吧!!

现在的我觉得好幸福哦.因为我有疼爱着我的家人和朋友.当然还有一个那么支持,疼
爱又照顾着我的男朋友啦!!呵呵 =) 朋友们的名字我不用写了,因为你自己知道你们
是谁就可以了..

只想跟你说 : 我自由了!! =)